Tuesday, October 30, 2007

QUITTER

havent been blogging for quite some time,due to many many things,my academy factor,soccer factor,and most importantly,laziness =x

anyway,im back! a big thank you to those who keep pester me to update my blog =)

i wun like to talk much about my life thou,cuz its nth interesting and im afraid u guys would feel asleep half way reading it,see how kind i am,sparing a thought for others =x

been hearing from my floorball mates that they are quitting floorball,saying that they are tired of this sports and its so boring,bla bla bla

well,i think this is not the main reason that they quit,paranoid or not i dont care,i think that the main reason they quit is because they didnt get into the school team.

oh ya,i didnt get into the school team either,but im not quitting

i think that,its nt surprising that we didnt get into the school team,and deservedly so.

as in,we didnt even attend 1 of the holiday training!

ok,we did,just 1 -.-

but of cause that is not enough,we are not so committed to the cca yet,and its only fair for those who had attended every training session to get into the school team isnt it?besides,we guys are not superstars either!

now,lets just think that,if they got into the school team,will they still be saying,oh floorball's so boring. do u think they will? i highly doubted so la

of cause,i will not go upfront to them and ask them,iszi because u guys didnt get into the team thats y u guys are quitting?

im not doing that duh,i still wanna preserve our friendship,and i do understand why they are feeling so la,its like,the sense of disappointment,i dont know how to describe it,budden,when it comes to school team,and u didnt get in,u will surely feel disappointed isnt it?

same goes to me,im disappointed that i didnt get into the school team

but im looking on the bright side,ive taken a look at the team list,only few of them is year 1,so why the rush? we are still very consider as newbie,and its not embrassing to fail at the first try isnt it? rather than just fall down and cry,why not wipe yourself and standup again?

and like i say,after looking at the my attendance,i cant but think that i dont deserve a place in the team,i would be more surprised if i got in

well, theres something that i want to clearify

im NOT criticising my friend in anyway
im NOT trying to say that floorball is cool,for diff ppl has diff opinion
im NOT angry of my friend(k la,mayb i do,but just a little)

and i will end with this

different people,different opinion
different people,different choice
none is right
yet
none is wrong
the most important is
follow your heart

quitter im not
determination i have
stubborn u call
im doing MY way =D

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