oh yea and i forgot to mention that, in my whole life, i have never come across people that made me really,REALLY want to punch them,well,now i do

finally did some study after like so long of procasinating

erm... complete all of my cisco online module and finished up my MOL except laplace

you know this world is so unexciting please,all the mathematician from years ago had discovered all the formulars,and whats left for us?

plenty of maths formular to learn,plenty of maths questions to solve,and plenty of things to headache on

and where are there now?

living in heaven(probably still counting the money they earned when they were alived)

and we got nothing left to discover,no new formular to discover,so selfish of them,find all the shortcut to get rich,and left us all in hell. -_-

maybe 1 day i will find out something new,and call it mingde formular,just like how things like laplace transform,etc etc

nah,wait a sec

i dont want people to be scolding my name many years down the road cuz of the problem i had given them,nah im not that bad =)

gtg now man,bye people

PS: just bored,perhaps?

i like this car's front logo(look,i only said i like,nothing more!)

and,i have waited,and waited,and waited,and....................................

FINALLY HERES MY SINGAPORE VS BRAZIL TICKETS =D

the background is the ultra cute patrick =p

ok i was like so tired today alright, i totally feel like dropping dead during maths lesson,and when i board the bus,i didnt bother to move,i just stand at 1 corner and sleeps,sounds pretty emo eh =\

and whats worst, i was so tired that i use shampoo to bath!
and i got to freaking bath 2 times more to remove that shampoo smells off me -_-

next week's gonna be a tough week, first theres CCT,and then IN3 lab test,and then AOOP theory test, but on a positive node,after next week, i will be so free!!!

ok,not yet,theres still exam to go-_-

and then after that, i can go work,go exercise,go blablabla,do anything i want la!

wohooo!

PS: i really hate,Hate,HATE it whenever my mum/dad ask me to check if my sis is still online in msn,cuz if shes not,shes off to home,its annoying,they keep asking! hello? im ur son ok,im not ur hey-is-ur-sis-is-offline-or-not machine,like wth

lol, you know,some people complain that 24hrs are not enough, but some people out there just cant find better stuff to do



pics taken during break today,lol

i seriously hate the in3 teacher,hes such an idiot please.

the incident that happened today.

*after my in3 practical session, which ended later than expected cuz group 1 spent more time than expected*

me,tze tian,wei jie were talking,and i was packing, and after a while i decided to quickly pack finish my stuff and just go out of that room.

and suddenly,the teacher(whom i dunno the name,but i decided to call him LJF,with no particular reason),came to me and said.

LJF: do you know that you are taking our time?
me*puzzled but decide to not stur up any trouble*:lac la i packing.


*ok so at this moment,im leaving,and if you are smart enough,just let me do and stuff and you do your stuff and we dont interupt with each other,somehow some people dont have that tiny bit of common sense*

LJF: do you know that you are eating in our time?

me *getting agitated*: really ar?

LJF *points to his watch*

me *thinking: wtf u wan to repeat the same thing hw many times?*: ya?(pretending to not get the message)

LJF: you are interupting us ( WTF NOT AGAIN)

* at this point i am really annoyed already,its like im just there bloody packing my bag,and he just come and fuck the stuff up*

me: ok cant you see im packing my bag?

LJF: ya, but you are eating into our time ( SEE! AGAIN?!)

* im looking around this time, ppl from other class is starting their configuration and they seemingly dont mind my presence*

and of cuz,not to mention,fully annoyed now

me: ok in what way am i disturbing u and ur class?

LJF: ok you see you are eating into our time (wth u arent answering my Q ok! and please do you have any other things to say than that?)

me: ok how am i gonna to pack the bag within like so fast and get out of this room? gimme some time can?

LJF: but you are now getting into our time!

...............

ok cuz im packing my bag in the back row,infront of 2 coms,which is useless and nobody will use that.

me: so are you trying to tell me that there will be people using this 2 com?

LJF: but you are getting into our time!

now im thinking,ok i shall just explain to him.

me: i was doing the ping just now, on top of that the previous group ended quite late so i was delayed.

and fuck him this is what he says that really made me exploded

LJF: then cant you do faster?

WTF HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO DO FASTER LA? IM THE FASTEST OF THE GROUP ALREADY OK? WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM PLEASE! KEEP SAYING DIFFERENT SENTENCE IN THE END ALSO TRYING TO SAY IM WASTING YOUR TIME,JUST CALL SECURITY GUARD COME AND DRAG ME OUT LAR! YOU THINK SO EASY TO DO FAST AR? STILL MUZ SWITCH CABLE,HAND WRITE THE COMMANDS,SO EASY U DO LA BASTARD.

*really,really,REALLY angered now*

me: sorry la i dumb wad cant do fast,lac la

LJF: you know you are making noise and you are disturbing my students?

*me looking around, c'mon la ur students are also talking among themselves,keep them shuddap first la*

but i didnt say that,i keep mum.

LJF: @(*(#(@!)4$%^&(#^

me*diam diam*

LJF *looks at me*

me *stares back to him*

ok this is the end of the story.

stupid lecturer, fuck you!

but i love the part when i leave the room.

me: LAN JIAO FACE!

*run*

stress?

im feeling weird, or am i a weirdo? =\

all the tests are approaching, and yet im like... feeling calm, its not that i dont care much about the tests, but its just that i have found things that are far more important than tests that i find that tests are almost non-existence

but that doesnt mean that i dont feel the stress at all, i still do,but it doesnt bother me much, is it a good sign or a bad one? i dunno.

i guess i should just say that im quite tired of this life already, you know, 12 years and counting, my life is about school, school,and schooooooooooolllllllllllll.

morning wake up,bath,go school,after school,go out with friend,go home,do homework,play com,sleep,wake up,bath,go school,play with friend,go home,do homework,play com,sleep.................................................................................................................................................................................

ARGH!

and the worst of all is that, im gonna live this life for at least 1 and a half more year, and a few more years if i get into uni.

its not that it stressed me out or its getting on my nerves,its just plain BORING to do the same thing over and over again.

maybe its so boring that,i started dreaming.....

sometimes i just feel like traveling around the world by feet, and just keep traveling and explore the world, and then find a good good place where i can have a good good life, haha child's dream.

sometimes i just hope that, right after a turn i made while walking on the road, i find myself in a totally different world of fantasy and dream and i can just live there forever, another child's dream. lol

it just feels weird, when we were younger, we were like telling others that " we arent kid,we can take care of our own"

but when we grew up, sometimes we wish that its all a dream and when we wake up from it we are still that 7 year old kid who lead a free life.

being 18 now, i have learnt that, be it the hard or the soft way,that not all things can go as your way, and life still goes on whichever way it turns out to be.

but....

it wont hurt to dream once in a while eh =)

get smart?

yo guys,i really really enjoyed my day,well,what can i say? they are really a bunch of good friends,haha.

went out wif bjm,kayhwa,aaron and jack to celebrate my birthday.

oh and aaron's going to this commander camp soon,lets hope for the best of him,lol,and i really mean it =p

had fish and co for lunch,and all 5 of us ordered...whats that? ohh ya, "the best fish and chips in town",yaya thats the dish's name. lol

the fish and chips arent really that ultra fantastic lar,thou its nice, i guess its like no much difference comparing with botak jones,maybe its just me,well.

and jack is a very very very good man,cuz he treated me the movie =)

ok everyone, if you havent watch "get smart" you should,and if you are not intending to,you MUST. its a super funny movie,its like i laughed almost throughout the entire movie,lol (oh and the lady beside me must be annoyed by my "ultrasound" laughter). cant blame me oso la,that movie is too funny already.

and i feel quite guilty for hurting bjm's leg with my power shot,lol,am i? =x

haha ok lar,thats it man,im gonna go orh orh soon

nights =)

words dont mean anything if its not carried out.

in this world, in your life, there are some people,or maybe,just some one,that's very important to you.

i think i am a very fortunate person, because i have came across quite a lot of them.

as requested by some certain people, i have decided to blog about someone by the name joanna. lol.

well, what can i say about her?

shes that little bit egolistic i guess, and likes to scold when shes stress.

none the less, i have never regretted knowing her.

its years back, when first met her in maple.

we started out as an internet friend

at that time, we are like,that kind of....hi-bye friend.

it all started when some funny incident happened, i intend to talk to another person,but i accidentally talked to her instead( without realising shes not the 1 i intended to talk to after like very very long later -.-)

but it was then that i find her interesting, as in,really chatable, i wont consider myself a person that is full of words, so although i have many friends, i dont really have many that i can really chat with.

so it was then i started to realise her more and more.

she maybe the girl-from-nextdoor, shes not unique, but shes not ordinary either, she just has the x-factor that makes her standout from the rest, without making other has the false thought that she do it intention, and that is very hard.

her voice is sweet, those that you will wan to listen, again and again, even if its a mere "hello". but shes not those kind of person that will settle with the word "hello", shes got loads of things in her head to say out. and very energetic.

a person that likes dance, and badminton, thou never really practises that much now.

she just make you(at least,me). feel warm and approachable. shes got that sweet and adorable feeling that any guy will long for.

but when shes stress, she likes to scold, for no reason, but,it can be funny at times,because the way she scolds is so nonsensical that you wont really feel it,haha.

i wouldnt say shes the chio-est,the smartest,the fastest,the whatever-est,budden again,shes the best XD

and thats the end of a very short and brief description about her.

and yea,its dedicated to her =)

in the end people are just looking down on themselves, you are what you think.

if thats the way u define the word "fair",then so be it either.

however its interesting to see how you will flair in the future.

what i hate is people who give up on themselves,who look down on themselves before anyone did.

yes there are some people that really score just like that. but the amount is very little, and what splits the rest of the people is just the amount of effort they put in.

can you swear that you listen to your lecture, and really listen to it?
can you swear that you study at home, and revise?
can you swear that you ask teacher of anything you dunno?
can you swear that you do your homework?

out of this 4,which 1 u can swear upon.

i dont want to get into a never ending arguement, different people have different opinions,thats it

period

PS: btw if you are really so naive about it. lemme tell you what, this is the explanation of the word "test" coming from http://www.dictionary.com/

test

–noun
1.
the means by which the presence, quality, or genuineness of anything is determined; a means of trial.
2.
the trial of the quality of something: to put to the test.
3.
a particular process or method for trying or assessing.
4.
a set of questions, problems, or the like, used as a means of evaluating the abilities, aptitudes, skills, or performance of an individual or group; examination.
5.
Psychology. a set of standardized questions, problems, or tasks designed to elicit responses for use in measuring the traits, capacities, or achievements of an individual.
6.
Chemistry.
a.
the process of identifying or detecting the presence of a constituent of a substance, or of determining the nature of a substance, commonly by the addition of a reagent.
b.
the reagent used.
c.
an indication or evidence of the presence of a constituent, or of the nature of a substance, obtained by such means.
7.
an oath or other confirmation of one's loyalty, religious beliefs, etc.
8.
British. a cupel for refining or assaying metals.

look at 1,2 and 4. it is to test your quality,your ability, YOURS. not others

ask yourself, have you really use your ability? or have you not?

if you can make a choice between these 2,which will u choose?

fail to succeed?
fail to try?

i dunno, now adays,cheating/copying is becoming so common to the point that as if its right to do that.

many people ive noticed, never try,they just look at the questions,and say "thats it,i dont know,i gotta 'ask'" my friend.

some of them will argue, i did try,but i just dunno,you are smart so u know,but im not.

what i can say is that, theres no genius in this world,and smart people isnt smart for no reason.

they put in efforts, they are determined to overcome the question, when they came across some obstacles, they strive,they find solution,they research,and thus,they learn.

this is the 1 and ONLY difference between the smart and the, self-proclaimed, dumb people.

i guess they cant be fully blamed, the society now is pushing people too hard, making them think that failure = die, and the key to survival is to pass, regardless of its cost.

but the truth is that, every successful people build their own success on multiple failures, just like the phrase goes, no pain no gain, if theres no risk, theres no improvement.

for example, what are the ways to get rich?

open up a shop.
buy stocks.

do you think there will be a 100% sure way of earning lots of money? you must be either a big liar or a big optimist if you say so.

it may be self boasting, but i remember back then on my sec 4 prelim,im one of the only few who passed SS geo, but i immediately confess to my teacher after i found out that my marks were over count.

reason?

i dont want to pass that way.

doing something with your own effort comes more pleasure than completing something using other people's effort.

well, i wont apologise to anyone who got offended by this post, but i wont say that the way you work things out are wrong because different people have different way of getting their things done.

the only thing i can say is that, you will only stay ordinary, if you continue to get over whelmed by the feeling of failing.

and you will be forever telling yourself, im dumb, the truth is that, you are,not because you really are,but because of the fact that you never think you are capable of being smart.

thats all i can say.bye

我曾经问过自己，对一个瞎子而言，这个世界到底是怎样的一个世界呢？

是个漆黑，孤独的世界？
还是是一个色彩缤纷的世界？

最近听了一首我觉得很有意义的歌
“你是我的眼”

歌词写得很好，很感人。

而其中的一句

“眼前的黑不是黑，你说的白是什么白”

深深地感动了我

看似很简单的一句话，其实已经把瞎子的心声给说了出来。

他们所向往的，应该就是能亲眼看见这个世界吧？

可是，在我们这群被上天赐予眼睛的人

又有多少人有勇气，面对这个难以捉摸的世界呢？