I WILL BE OUT OF SINGAPORE UNTIL SATURDAY NIGHT!

dont miss me guys =)

and advance happy new year to you guys!

i think you better brush up either your english or your memory, or maybe both, because clearly despite you saying that you understood, your actions do not testify it, you clearly do not UNDERSTAND or REMEMBER my words.

so im gonna repeat it for the one last time:

when i say im no busy, i mean it

when i say im not angry, i mean it

when i say you dont have to say sorry, i mean it

when i say "its okay its no one's fault", i mean it

so can you please stop with all the self assumptions? its pretty annoying to be honest, go and count how many times it has got us into argument, i've miscount. its always like this

1) your self assumptions

2) i tell you to not assume

3) you say sorry like theres no tomorrow when i say its no one's fault

4) i got annoyed and irritated

5) we argue

6) we cool and settle down

7) you say ok next time wont assume

8) go back to (1)

its pretty stupid and lame isnt it?

alright, im sick, sick as in really sick. have you guys feel this hot and cold sensation, thinking that your body temperature is high but in actual its perfectly fine?

ah, im having this sensation now, whole body's aching, i feel weak, and i feel hot, now that really makes me "hot" eh. lol

anyway, i wouldnt say this is a good event, but im quite glad that im sick before new year arrives, at least im throwing every burden down right?

oh no, no way, not until i've completed the assignments =\

To all my dearest, got to make myself clear that no one particular is on my mind when i made this post, just in case if any of u misunderstood that im defaming you yea.

"next time ba"
"so few people ar? next time la"
"errr dunno leh dont feel like, next time ba"

guess the above phrases are very common among us people. well sometimes its perfectly fine to say "next time", whether its because of the smallest reason or really cant go, its okay. but dont let "next time" be just an excuse.

how many "next time"s are there in our lives?

how are you so sure that you will still be living the next hour?

the next day?
next week?
next month?

im not over exaggerating things, but the fact is, you never know when you will die, life is a funny thing, who knows, maybe you've got a heart failure all of a sudden, its not common but its definitely not new. maybe you fall in your house and crack your head and die?

you may laugh at the thoughts of it, but the truth is, are you so sure that it 100% wont occur to you? for the benefits of the doubt i'd say that probably 99.99% it wont, but theres still a 0.01% it may happen, maybe its a 0.001%, or a 0.0001%, the point is, no matter how low the percentage is, the fact is, as long as its not 100%, theres no certainty.

no people that involved in accidents will predict beforehand that they will get into one, it is not called "accident" without a reason.

how are we so sure that we will not get into an accident? its just based on the assumptions that "we are not so suay (unlucky)", then again, everyone thinks so too, so does that means that everyone will not get into an accident? apparently no.

so what if you are "sure" you wont get into an accident, are you so sure the person whom you say "next time" to will be as lucky as you? again, you never know, this is life afterall, strange things happened.

recently i found out a colleague back in my attachment days was killed in an accident, i was shocked, the last time i saw him he's nothing but healthy, nothing that gives signs that he's gonna passed away few months later, im naive for saying so thou, when will people give signs that he/she will be caught in an accident?

it's really a slap of reality, because things happened without logic, people can just go that way.

maybe i just hate it when "next time" becomes nothing but an excuse to another "next time", which leads to more "next time"s, and how many "next time"s do we have in life? then again, you never know

10km in 1 hour is just shit, cant believe my stamina dropped so much.

note-to-self:
1)no fast food for 3 months (unless theres no other alternative)
2)10km run twice per week!

surfing government websites can be a real pain in the ass. so today i was trying to renew my passport, googled and i got myself in ICA web, finds out i can actually renew online through this APPEL thing (if i didnt remember wrong).

after keying in my particulars, the system says that i can actually extend my passport (extend is free,renew cost $70), so it displays this message like "oh you can actually extend your passport, please find out the info by clicking here"

so off i went to the next website, after spending a good 30mins, i still cant find the info to extend my passport! finally i found this link called "extend my passport", im like omfg finally!

guess wad happened i click on it?

i got re-direct back to where i started, the ICA web -.-

so well, i figure that i wont find that info-that-ICA-claim-was-there even if i spent the entire day clicking around, thus i decided to give it a call. can u believe it when i make a call, their lines are busy!

i dont know who does that networking but hey, to the fellow networkers that designed the network for ICA, you guys fail badly, how can you have your hotline busy!

another good 20mins flew away that way, not to mention the waiting-for-people-to-pick-up-the-call's time.

*dial-tone*
*sorry, our people will attend to you shortly* (me: o...ok o.o)
*dial-tone*
*sorry, our people will attend to you shortly* (me: fine =\)
*dial-tone*
*our line seems to be busy, you may continue waiting or call later* (me: no way im freaking gonna call later)
.
.
.
.
few mins later (after the cycle keeps repeating)
*dial-tone*
*sorry, our people will attend to you shortly* (me: zzz)
*dial-tone*
*sorry, our people will attend to you shortly* (me: how shortly is your shortly -.-)
*dial-tone*
*our line seems to be busy, you may continue waiting or call later* (me: just get it fast man!)
*dial-tone*
*du...du...du...* call timed out
WTF!

so i made the call again, and this time thankfully my call is answered.

me: "hi erm can i know what are the procedures i need to follow in order to extend my passport validity?"
the person: "oh actually you can make a trip down to ICA and we can get it done on that day"

WTF JUST FOR THIS LINE I WASTED AWAY 1HR OF MY LIFE! CANT THEY JUST WRITE IT ON THE ICA WEBSITE? TOTALLY GOT OWNED

Oh well, ANS test is... beyond easy, practically gives us free marks lol, would love to see the same from AR on thursday.

FOR GOD SAKE CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT THIS GUY IS THINKING?

I swear it is increasingly FRUSTRATING to see Aquilani on the bench he has been back since early november and yet he hasnt start in a game! WTF

If the current situation is not to your liking, then change it, and make it known as well, it is simply pointless to put up a im-okay front but in actual its not the truth.

no one will continue wear a pair of shoes if it hurts your feet, no one will want to continue sleep on a bed if its as hard as rock, get it?

Havent been getting enough sleep, work keeps me busy during weekdays, and weekends isnt meant for sleeping (early) either.

2 tests coming next week, and common test for the week after, time files isnt it? =\

Saw this ad near my school, rofl.

We were trashed in the polympics, but we werent beaten.

strange that on any other day had we lost that badly, i would have gone mad, but not this time, i guess its cuz i see a team that really wants to play in mine, and that is good enough actually.

"try your best and no regrets", indeed, thou i think i can try harder, but oh well =\

couple of things to note for myself;

1)improve my damn first touch, could be better
2)seriously need to start using my left leg more often.