HIBERNATE!

whee!!! finally,for like SOOOOOOOOOOOO long,here comes my holiday! XD even if its a mere 2 days holiday,but well,who cares la,better than nothing =)

it feels damn good when others got to go school and u needn't,it make ur holiday feel even sweeter =)

and yea,haven been blogging for a damn long time,cuz im busy,and i mean REALLY BUSY,with all the tests(IN3,EM3B),and etc etc

talking about EM3B,it really makes my blood boils,okay,take a look,whats the different between this 2.

1)du/2=xdx
2)dx=du(1/2x)

now this problem sums up 70% of the reason why im so busy. look, my maths teacher have been teaching (1),when i prefer to use (2),and that my maths teacher said that she will deduct my marks if i dont follow her way

which is like,what the hell? i have been using (2) since i know how to do differentiation,and no one use a problem with it except her.

and when i approached her,all she say is,"du cannot be with x",i mean..wth c'mon,its an equation,as long as u keep it balanced,whats wrong

not satisfied with her explaination(like DUH!),i decided to have a word with the module leader,and her explaination is even more...breathe taking?

her explaination,"x cant be at the bottom,because u cant be sure whats x,if x is 0,then the answer would be undefined"

ok this is a bit more convincing,but hey,im not doing definite integration ok? x is just a variable,nothing else,alright? and whats with "x cant be at the bottom?" so are you trying to say that if i tell you to differentiate 1/x^2,you will say its undefined since after differentiating it you will get (-2/x^3),which x is at the bottom? thats crap man.

but,i dont really want to find the module leader problem la,as in,im not that bad la,to stur up more trouble,although im still HIGHLY UNCONVINCED,but hey what can i do la?

ask the head to come and see? then at last every1 not happy? nah im not that free,im smart enough to change to style (1),its just that i dont like to be wrongly accused that im wrong.

sooo whats the other 30%?

well,like i said,test lo,IN3 lab test,its 10% of the entire module okay! matters a lot,and yea,didnt make any mistake ^^

EM3B,i think i made no mistake la,i THINK

DEL is getting more fun,but i dunno why the paper from the past decided to use (.) as "and" and (+) as "or" in the boolean equation,i mean for "or" we can just use (\),then if like that we can use (+) as "and" already! dont know what people from the past is thinking man,they just trying to kill us with their weird theory =S

maybe i should just come up with my own sets of theory next time and let (-) as "and",(+) as "not",lol that would be a real torture for the future generation isnt it =)

for now,its me who's getting tortured thou -.-

wheee,done with my ultra long post,back to hibernating XD

bye peeps!

这股莫名的感觉到底是什么

finally,time to blog -.-

yo,haven got the time to blog recently,the school's killing me,like seriously! its getting more boring and boring,luckily friends are always there to entertain u =)

i dont know whats happening to me lar,feel extremly tired no matter how long i sleep,guess i seriously need some hibernating =x

and had the first session for rock climbing,well its a crossed training between the climbers and the racers,but things look nice for now,haha,hopefully it will keep going on that way eh...

and...i cant believe that,going out 1hr30mins before class starts,will make u 30mins late,and bus 74 is like totally wth please,40mins for 1 bus!!! and u really got the "URG!" feeling when u see like 4-5 of the same bus coming again and again while u are waiting for just that 1 bus!

and worst of all is,when the bus came,its like...FULL OF PEOPLE LA

arg,nvm,wrote a complain letter to sbs,hope they seriously do something about it,else i will fail a module sooner rather than later due to poor conduct,cuz afterall what lecturer everytime says is "then u go out early next time lo"

hey hello! i everyday go out 1hr30mins earlier,ended up earlier by 10mins,how i know 74 so siao siao 1? u all got car big la can drive there,try take bus see how troublesome it is la! grrr

my target,get a car license by this year!

not that my parents will get me a car -.- but well... =\

oh yea,prize ceremony tml ^^

而当我离开这个世界后
谁会想我，多过需要我呢？

you got the option to trust,but you didnt choose it

you got the option to share,but you didnt choose it

you got the option to ask for help,but you didnt choose it either

in the end,you blame everyone,but not you,when everything is offered to you,but you failed to see it.

pitiful

recovered =)

yo guys,i think im fine now after the cough+sorethroat+flu,all it takes is an injection to get rid of the sickness =) oh and i was quite shocked that the doc injected at my butt -.- anyway im 70% fine now so who cares.

man,look at the picture above,the result of studying 7 hours nonstop,a messed up table,i cant believe ive studied for 7hours k?? was so absorbed into the maths question. lol

on the table,the click five CD,3 crashed paper,EM3B txtbk,EG2 txtbk,1 buried calculator,and of cause that big laptop there.

spend so much effort to study,because i bet that 99.99% i will fall asleep in EM3B teacher's lesson,its so boring please,i'd rather study myself =\

its getting full moon,or iszi already full moon? well i dont know,i heard that full moon usually change a person's reaction and stuff,no wonder im acting a bit weird now eh.

oh and,happy 100th post XD

解脱

had my first IN3 lesson,and the very first lab test is on 20 something april,which is like SO SOON?!

ok at least its just some ip calculation,phew,no ACL =x

and i suddenly got the urge to do maths la! i dont know why,guess worried that my skills had turned rusty,so keep practising,die liao tomorrow lesson at 8 and im still here blogging,ar nvm its IS module anyway =)

whee i guess this will be my most enjoyable IS module ever lo,with jack,jun qing,tze tian,mig all in the same class,it can never get bored man lol.

oh you know,some people,die also dont want to admit their mistake,k la although im at times like that =\

but at least i will admit it if im totally convinced im wrong,or at least the facts are all against me,then i will.

but some people never will,when they think they are right,they are,and they wont be wrong,thats what they are thinking la

and that doesnt help much by the fact that if his english standard sucked like hell,man

and when they tell u dont self assume,when what u gave is fact and what they gave is purely assumption

and even if you offer a win-win situation,in the sense that both admit their wrong,he doesnt take that offer,insisting that he is totally right,can u imagine such people ever exsist?

well,there is

its interesting how a small question will lead to a big arguement in the small small world =S at least,im free from this crap now,and like,totally

smart he may be,but proud he must be
right(?) he may be,but arrogant he must be
win the arguement he may,but loser he is

what a loser =\

PS: i LOVE the feeling when someone is obviously targeting u thru their msn,but u ignored it,it just make that someone sound like an idiot,and the funniest thing is when he scolded u an idiot.

new class,old feeling,1/2 dislikes,1/2 likes =\

yo peeps,just had the first day in my 2nd year in poly,well...didnt turn out quite as exciting as i thought,i mean..of cause excited to be reunited with friends but somehow the feeling back then when im still in first day of year1 cant be found anymore,lol

well thats quite pretty obvious actually -.-

anyway,i suddenly miss mr ross a lot A LOT,cause my current EG teacher make mr ross looks damn good,its what we meant by comparing the bad to the worse eh,lol.

that EG teacher(which i dun rmb the name,neither i bother to),makes use of sum stupid technique to teach us la,and she spent an ENTIRE 45mins to brief us,and stop here and there to self-boost about her teaching ability,blablabla

oh u know what i just realised? every lecturers like to FREAKING TALK ABOUT THAT STUPID STUDY PLAN IN THE FIRST LESSON,i dunno its considered as break the ice session or what la,but hey,i got the study plan also,i can read on my own right ?! -.-

now thats all for my "new class,old feeling" part

as for that 1/2dislikes,1/2 likes part,go figure out urself.

and just as i thought this is the worst it can get,it just can get any worse,eat half way,gastric -.- and while im doing my business,someone freaking knock the damn door,and its like trying to smash it,oh please let people have peace doing business alright?!

and when i walk out of the cubicle saw 1 super fk face smiling at me,common sense + instinct + 6th sense tells me its that bastard who had just knocked my door,but,without solid evident,also cant derive with anything zZz so i just give him that glaring stare and walk away.

he just better dun lemme caught him knock on ppl's toilet door agn! i will skin him alive man.

argh im confussed im lost! dammit!!!

byebye =)

PS:i didnt know barbarian studies too,no,i mean,barbarianS

看不开？想不通？

一个人，不管你平时多开心，笑口多常开，一定会有遇到挫折，伤心的时候。

而往往，朋友，家人，就会更你讲：‘看开点吧。’

问题是，如果这件事那么容易看得开的话，那为什么我还会在这里哀伤着呢？

其实，我认为，没有一件事是看不开的，看不开的事往往都是因为自我的催眠，自己告诉自己：‘不可能的’，结果。。。当然是可想而知了。

何不往好的方面想呢？其实，每一件事，都好比一枚硬币，有正面，也一定会有反面。非常不幸的是，我们通常只会看到坏的一面。

最近听了一首歌，里头的歌词我觉得很有意思

“回忆它让我富有，思恋它让我贫穷”

回忆，思恋，其实都是同一样东西，差别只是你如何去看待它罢了。

打个比方吧，虽说我已经快步入初中的第二学年，中学生活的记忆却深深地在我的脑海里。

常常会想到一些跟朋友说好却没做的事，那就是思恋。
常常在脑海里播放着以往的开心事，那，就是回忆。

你要当个富有的人，还是一个穷困的人呢？

一切在于你。

其实。。。讲了那么多，还是无法说服自己=S，说服那个，失踪在迷惑中的自己。

伤心知己有多少
未来怎样不明了
过去不过是曾经
现在固然最重要

2012

yo guys,ive read stuff about this 2012 doomsday thing on http://www.december212012.com/index.shtml , freaks you out or not,i dunno,but its quite interesting hur,i means,is this true?and if this's true,how are we gonna disappear?

1 thing i can be sure is that,it wont be like what movies are showing, alien invasion,blackhole,etc etc,rest assured its not going to happen,read this if you are interested http://www.livescience.com/technology/destroy_earth_mp-1.html .

so if you are gonna tell me,that the earth will vanish suddenly on 2012 dec21,u had better go bang your head against the wall,because the chance of it is extremly small(which i guess,is lower than the chance of u striking a first place in lottery 100 times in your whole life time),now, you know how hard it is ;D

anyway,back to the topic,its not that theres no signs supporting the 2012 thing, you can read it at here thou http://www.december212012.com/facts.htm ,yes,its a bit believing,but well,like i said,the earth wont be gone so suddenly.

so,what im thinking is that,if theres a possible way of mankind to extinct by 2012,its only by our own doing.

1)global warming

global warming,weather seems to get crazier and crazier recently hur? its no coincidence or whatsoever,global warming is causing it.

2)food

rice is in high demand now adays,just saw the news that,theres a country,that was once 1 of the world's largest rice producing country,and yet now that same country is surviving by buying food from other countries,amazing,isnt it?

so this brings me a question,what if,the most impossible of the impossibles happened,that rice were actually gone? lets look at this simple food chain

rice/chicken->man

of cause im not saying that everyone in this world only eats chicken,but hey,its a SIMPLE one,okay? so this is what will happen if rice is gone

rice/chicken->man

every1 will be consuming chicken,and if chicken extinct,we will turn to another stuff to consume,and if its gone too,we will turn to another source,at the end of the day?no food left for us.

sounds funny hur? but the possibility is there.

3)over-population

human's average lifespan is getting longer and longer,and while new babies were borned each day,do i need to explain more on that? =\

well,lets get back to the topic,where were we...oh ya,2012

lets talk about it in religion aspect

that,on 2012 dec21,we will reach a higher level of conciousness

are expressions used in various spiritual traditions to denote the consciousness of a human being who has reached a higher level of evolutionary development and who has come to know Reality as it is.

extracted from wikipedia,http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Higher_Consciousness

basically,in layman term,its a state of presence that you are in a place of no-space in a time of no-time,in short,you are everything,everything is one(sorry if ive explained it unaccurately,its hard to).

well,now lets jump to science,heard of the law of energy? that energy cant be created/destroyed,it can only be transformed into another state.

lets do it in layman term again,lets say,human makes up 20% of earth's energy,and the other living thing makes up 40%,the rest is earth's (hey its layman,so dont come asking me how i get the %,dont be an idiot).

imagine what will happen if all living thing is to die? the earth will be back to 100% energy again,which,match what the religion said,all as one,could this be what they meant by higher level of conciousness? i dont know =\

anyway,whatever we are predicting now is all bullshit,whats imporant is now,lets not imagine the future,because the future that we imagines,is an illusion,no point living in the past too,whats there to give u bragging about the past?

lets just enjoy now,and wait and see what will happen on 2012 dec21

on and god damn if this's going to be true,we will all miss x'mas on that year

lame -.-

bye XD

shop shop

I FINALLY GOTTEN MY PREDATOR POWER SWERVE!!!!!!!!! after much hesistation if i should go for power swerve or absolute,finally made up my mind in choosing the later version,cost me a whopping $99 bucks -.-

can tell from the shoe cutting that it will have more contact on the ball,but well,i read about this boots and it says what it will provide u an extra 8% power on the shot,well... =\

bought quite a lot stuff today ba,topman shirt...erm...flesh imp shirt...all on discount la duh,aska's album,and not to forget,FAMOUS AMOS! XD

cant resist the smell everytime i walk past the shop in wisma,lol.

gtg liao,wheee

oo school start next week,zZz

PS: do you believe that some model agency asked me if i want to be a freelance model? unbelievable isnt it? haha,but it happened,i rejected thou,and regretting a bit =\

in his shoes

erm,i've read on the news,heard from others,etc etc that,dirk kuyt,should have admitted,and some is even angry that he didnt confess when asked by the press.

yes,of cause,i can understand how u guys felt,but hey,do you think he wants to get into the spotlight in the way hes having them now?

he's not the 1 that's making the decision,its the ref,so i can say that kuyt is another victim in this incident as well(what's worst,he used to live near the ref!).

well,i wont go as far as saying that "dirk has no fault" at all,he has,for his foul on hleb,and he's reaping what he sowed,so lets just give him a break yea?

as for why didnt he admit? can i ask you back a question,in what way will it benefits both party(him and arsenal) if he admits?

think for 1min

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the answer is no,look,if he admit,would the score be written 2-2? would the FA says,ok in regard to the penalty decision,we should call back Reina and Fabregas and take the penalty? what do you think?

at the most,arsenal fans will feel more relieved(which i highly doubted so),but look,the match is over.

likewise,lets think what will actually happens if he admits?

firstly,the media will bombard him with more criticism

secondly,the ref will get into deep shit

which,all in all,creates more problem for himself,so whats the point?

i mean,just put yourself in his shoe(try DAMN hard if u are an arsenal fan),if you were him,would you admit?

the answer is obvious isnt it?

i say,give that guy a break,he has had a lot of trouble already ya?

PS: seriously some people just lacks responsibility

dunno MEANS DUNNO

ok in this world,theres some bunch of people who doesnt know much about something that most people will know fully about.

But as long as you are willing to learn,and ask questions,its very alright as long as u gt the determination to learn it,but the worst case of all is those people that knows it expects you to know,and the way they talk is kinda humilating u

dont ask,wont know,its has been,and always will be one of my mottor in life,however something happened that defeats the purpose of that mottor,well

maybe its just me

heck

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

这是李圣杰的痴心绝对的一部分，而这四句话，讲述着一件一辈子都忘不了的故事。

一个人的心里不肯能永远是晴天，
重要的，不是谁导致那阴天，
重要的，则是谁在那雨天里，
为你撑着伞，不让你再受伤害。

april's fool~

yo peeps! how was your april's fool? whether you are the fooled or the fools that fool,it doesnt matter much as long as you enjoy it ya XD

well,i just got my ankle screwed -.- thanks to zhi wen's crunching tackle,i would hope that this's another stupid april's fool joke,but unfortunately its not =( but hey,at least the doc tells me it can recover before friday,so didnt matter much eh(guess my bone is really too hard to break,wahahaha)

so off i go to those eastern doctors,you know i dont really understand the logic,as in i point to them my pain spot(ankle),and they started rubbing my whole leg,maybe my leg is too sexy? i dont know,lol!

before~



after!

but nonetheless,a little less injury at times is good la in some sense,lol~ now no1's gonna nag at me for sitting infront of the comp whole day ^^

hehe,so tahs it ya,happy april's fool!!

PS:i still dislike those people that suddenly nvr reply,just want to emphasize on it =\