oh man,why am i feeling so lifeless.

u know,school is a funny place,u go there feeling tired,u go home feeling even more tired!

this is how my daily schedule is like

1)wake up(tired)
2)go school(energetic)
3)go home(super tired)
4)reach home(damn tired)
5)nap(Sometimes)
6)sleep
goes back to 1.

eeyer!!! damn it la,i like,almost the whole day feel tired k -.-

i bet if i wake up during holiday at the same time for different thing,i wun feel tired at all lo.argh

and,im currently having phobia la,maybe cause of what happened,guess i will need a long time to get over with it,budden,its over already,i guess. =)

PS: the food at prize presentation is not bad.

good bye~

yo guys,i suddenly got the urge to blog,budden,i dunno wad to blog,lol!

had my 2nd french lesson today,and did a play,well i guess i didnt do very well,but heck,who gives a damn,i juz wanna learn french.

well,french,is quite easy to learn i guess,getting used to it already,lets juz say im a genius? lol juz kidding =p

i still cant remember totally how to say the numbers from 0 to 50 yet -.-

alright,time for some happy news ok!

i received a letter,i gotten prize for getting good academic result! =D gonna be richer by a bit wohoo!

and my mum keep asking me to get some scholarship thingy,its not that i dont want lar,but the rules are like so complicating,furthermore,i think that studying is to learn new things,and not to earn money.so...ya

football weekly is cheating my feeling lo,say what "winner will be notified by post". 1 week since then i still haven receive a letter from them! guess im going to call them up tomorrow ba,zzz.

im like so lazy now a days,dont really have the mood to revise,still in holiday mood ba i guess? and im so damn damn tired!

ok ba,i think im gonna catch some beauty sleep already=x

good nights

yo guys,went to take some personality test,and this is the result =)

zhuo mingde11/07/1990
You are Orange Sheep, who are elegant and never do things that would break the peace of society.

You will never have to worry about basic necessities like food, housing and clothes.

You can have relationships by adapting to the other person, and you are faire towards personal relationships and to different opinions.

You don't make yourself look grand, and you live life naturally.

Nevertheless, you actually have your likes and dislikes of people, and on ideas.You just don't show it.

You don't push so much to stick with your plans or make your ideals come true. Therefore you tend to whine a lot.

Sometimes you cannot control your feelings and get carried away. But it won't last long.

You tend to get heated up and at the same time can easily be cooled down.

Your personality is well balanced. But you should be careful not to get too passionate, because it may lead to unexpected failure.

Use your ability to understand other people's minds and the ability to give objective appraisal.

You will be successful, if you can enhance your mental side and be able to handle diverse matters.

You are suited to socially recognized occupations like doctors and professors.

yo guys,juz played street soccer after like....erm...very very long lah.

and rather expected,i played like shit -.- i think if im gonna feature in FM(which is HIGHLY impossible).my composure's gonna be 1 =\

everytime i receive the ball,i got so f**king nervous k,so not like what i used to be.

my defending skill dropped,my running skill dropped,my ball control dropped,passing dropped.

the only thing that is not bad(NOT BAD only),is my shot,less powerful than the past,but,still okay lar =\

aiya,nvm,gonna improve.

anyway,i think im alright now,althou it seems that im always fine but hey,everyone has their fair share of bad period ok.

during holiday,i did something,no,ALMOST did something that i may regret for the rest of my life. and until recently i keep wondering if i should carry it on.

but im fine now,seriously,i have seen close friend losing their friend,and how sad they were.

well,i dunno,sometimes people must be wondering,"if i die,will anyone cry for me?i doubt so".

the truth is,it didnt take long for u to end ur life,but it takes years for your loved ones to recover from losing you,so...ya,think twice =)

ps: i never thought of ending my life,so,dont misinterpret what i have said,im just being randomly logical.

as in..ya,life has a lot of bad moments,but you got to bring up your courage to continue living,cuz after every rain theres a rainbow.

anyway,just browse through some of my friends' blogs,and im glad to find out that they are doing well.

ok thats all ya,good night peeps =)

yo,being as bored & free as usual(you know,i can always manage to make myself free out of this busy busy world),i suddenly remembered what yc told me about left brain and right brain dominance.

so,in order to find out which is my more dominant brain,i decided to go through some online test,and the results that came out is rather strange.

"Your percentage score for the left brain is 51%.Your percentage score for the right brain is 49%."

that is the final results from http://www.testcafe.com/lbrb/lbrb.html.

not really happy with it,cause,i dunno,it just feels weird,1 side of ur brain got to be more dominant.

thus,i took another test,this time from.

Brain Lateralization Test Results

Right Brain (48%) The right hemisphere is the visual, figurative, artistic, and intuitive side of the brain. Left Brain (48%) The left hemisphere is the logical, articulate, assertive, and practical side of the brain

Are You Right or Left Brained?
personality tests by similarminds.com

O_O

alright i guess i just got to accept that i got a balanced mind. is that good or is that bad? i dunno. but despite being unhappy with the results,i guess its the most suitable outcome for me,at least this explains why i tend to contradicts myself =\

its like,for example,the school life,sometimes i hate it for being so organized and predictable,while sometimes i like it for the same exact reason

-.-

aiya never mind,i already know im a weird person,so its not that surprising for a weirdo to get a weird answer.lol

on another note,prawning at bishan there is much,MUCH better than prawning at geylang(at least thats what i think).caught more prawns there,will upload the pictures soon,if i never procasinate,that is =p

byebye!

yo peeps,well,im back to school! not getting used to it thou =(

too used to sleeping late in the night,and u know what happened la,the next day go school = X_X. and 74 is always so squeezy,always cant find an empty space for me to sleep.zzz

lemme see,went out with yc and friends on monday,played snake n ladder,lol,sucha retro game,but sure can find lots of fun in it =)

anyway,the lecturers so far are not bad,quite interested in FNS now,looks fun,IPD like oso quite nice,haha.

this sem's gonna be a tougher sem than before,must buck up more!

yoyo,im so so so happy,juz bought a new 2gb ram stick (say byebye to my slow laptop!)

and i oso bought fifa09,wohooooo

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oh ya and happy birthday to idiot =x

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yo hello guys,after like procasinating so long,i finally is able to force myself to update on my blog. u know,its kinda sad when u view other people's blogs and they are always updated whereas mine is like so far behind =\

oh ya anyway,i went to my poly frens' chalet on oct 1st to 3rd(IF i didnt remember wrongly la).
well its quite fun thou not a lot people go(aiya as usual la u know those said-want-go-but-never-appear type).

the 1st day i was kind of exhausted as i didnt have much sleep before coming to the chalet,and yet we still keep ourselves awake by constantly telling each other to eat prata,which,we didnt eat in the end =\.

OHHH I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO RIDE A BIKE,WAHAHHAHAA

k lar not that good yet,but hor,an advice to those who wants to learn riding,juz ride downslope,seriously lo after u drive downslope right you wont forget tat feeling already,i think that riding is more like a feeling than something that logic can explain

and hor,it's not fun playing basketball at pasir ris there lor,the police come so fast k! its only 11+ and soon police come when we haven even finish a match -.-

and as for the 2nd day,pretty much the same lar,just that i finally managed to eat my prata,and got sicked satisfied after eating 2 egg,2 cheese and 1 plain(after the uncle misheard my order and he give me 2 cheese pratas instead of 1)

then went back to the chalet and sleep -.- ok lar initially i turn the air con to 32 degree cuz i thought that by turning up the temperature those pigs(tze tian,zhi jie,boon yong) will not have the mood to sleep,turns out that i fall asleep also -.-

the BBQ at night was fun,but a bit..凄凉 cuz some people never come ba,and those that came late arrived right after we finished eating -.-

and so much for boon yong saying taking a walk around the park la,it rains -.- and we were soaked when we manage to get back to chalet,and i got so tired that i didnt feel like going home,so yea i spent another night at there

and heres the punishment for being a sleepypig

super stuffy la please!

ok lar gtg alr,finally blogged,bye!!!

PS:im an emo,LOL