Yea, have been playing with this thing(wireless router) since last week,and possibly a few weeks for now as well.

Well, while i was dozing off one day in the work, mind drifting away,i suddenly realise that,isnt life just about the same as those packets in a toplogy?

We were born with a destination, we dont know what it really is, but we keep finding ways to get to it, sometimes we know our way, sometimes we dont, and need someone to give us a correct route to proceed, sometimes we were lost in the path, thats when we start anew, knowing the mistakes we had made, we try not to repeat the history again. And when we finally reach our destination, we will look back to our beginning spot and wonder "oh how far i had travelled".

lol maybe im just lame la i dunno.

and i know recently to people around me i appeared ignorant to things well..i just cant pick up the enthusiasm to be interested,or at least,pretend to be(im not a pretender btw). and no im not being emo im just stating it, somehow sometimes its better not to totally care too much on whats going around u because it can seriously drives you crazy.

on a sidenote,im so happy that im finally able to complete the whole course of 2.4km run without stopping,timing is improving gradually as well =)

erm, my gpa sucks,period. lol

well,life is going good just as i thought its bad, at least its heading towards the right direction and im loving it.

and hey, to the one-im-intending-to,i got a message for u:

"im feeling better now,i got to admit on that day i felt like shit budden, its juz natural la. but you really dont have to feel sorry, i have made a decision to say it and u have made a decision of your own,i respect that infact,im thankful that you are being honest to me. really.

really...

REALLY(i know u are gonna keep asking me "really meh?"-.-)

lets hope that it wont make our friendship turn sour ba,i certainly dont want it to be wasted this way ya =)

so,if u are bored or wad,feel free to lemme know just like last time"

ok if u read this,ya,this is how i feel(REALLY!).

ok gonna sleep now,lets hope liverpool win,then again they always underperform when they are expected to perform,lets hope im wrong =\

good nights!

alright,im quite sure that if im continue to zou bo(doing nothing) at my attachment,2 things will happen;

1)i will have NOTHING to include into my report
2)i will probably died of boredom before i write my report!

lol crap aside, im enjoying my life currently

yes,i mean everything,everypart of it,if you guys know what i meant,i just want to keep things this way

why fix something if its not broken? ok in some sense its broken but, i got no mood to fix it and i feel just fine about this, its not procastination.

despite that, life do have some problem, but i guess as long as u got brain and u are alive, this will just keeps continuing ba.

should i take the risk to be an even happier man, or what? =\

alright i believe this has got to be 1 of the worst day of my life.

firstly, during work,my laptop suddenly gives me super weird sound that requires me to dismantle it and then reassemble it and god knows if the problem is totally solved or not.

secondly, i got ATTACK by a crow! for absolutely no reason! lucky i ran first enough if not i would not have made it for this post!

thirdly, i just realised that...i have mistaken conditioner as shampoon and has been using it for like,1 month?!

ok this is my bad bad day,hopefully tomorrow is better!

TAKE THIS MAN U

yea,i have gotten my new ez link,u know that new 1 that has lots of functions? yea that 1 =)

btw,attachment is...er...well,kind of slack so far? besides doing research and writing reports,really cant find anything much to do lol.

the hard part will come next week,and i think im getting used to this life.

hope u guys enjoyed/ing ur attachment too =)

PS:i think im thinking too much budden i juz cant stop it =\

so suay please, first week of work and i already lost my ez-link T_T

wa,haven go running for like so long(really run that kind)

cant believe my timing for 2.4 had dropped to 14mins,like,omg?

1 year back my timing was 10mins and nw its decreased by 4 mins?!

got to train more!

tml my leg's gonna be so dead,lol

good luck for everyone tomorrow =)

PS:i missed it,i miss it =\

thinking if i should get a 2"5 250gb hard drive for my laptop, after sparing 10gb for ubuntu im feeling how pathetic my laptop HD's capcity is =\

definitely not buying SSD ( $ issue lol)

then again thinking of what OS to use, should i make it into totally ubuntu ( since i find it quite nice to use). or partition it such that 80% of it will be windows 7 and the rest ubuntu.

dont know la,lol

a*star surely is fun,the stress is there but to me i see it as a positive push.

lots of research to do!

wired technology is so different from wireless tecnology please, but then, im sure i can handle it(i got to,anyway=\)

the only thing im damn sure is im going to take in more and more coffee,which is bad. lol

yo guys,hows every1's attachment going? had a good first day? i hope u do! cuz i did =)

well,the working environment is nice so far, not to mention that i ate free buffet,lol~

got to learn lunix code,and wireless stuff in details,cant wait to learn more things

good bye,see ya!

ps:im going crazy =\

yo guys im so dead its 2am now and i got to wake up at 6am for my attachment -.-

heck,anyway the bus ride to buona vista will be DAMN long (notice i emphasize on the word,damn),so what else can i do but sleep,right =\

and i cant sleep until my com got defragmented, k im juz being random on this,1am and suddenly feel like defragmenting my com,lol!

ok anyway,good luck to EVERYONE on tomorrow,first day at work,6 months to go,good luck every1 =D

went early to mandai there for sao mu 扫墓, which in english means to clean the tomb,direct translation lol

anyway every day of this year always makes me think a lot, whenever i see my eldest sister whom i had never seen before but is already up there in heaven.

i will always wonder if shes lonely, as in..we only went to see her once per year.

then again i will think of something else, like life after dead, if theres any, that is.

what will i be if i died?

scientifically saying, my brain will shut down, i cant think, my 5 senses will be gone, i will be in a form of "nothing".

oh maybe i will be in a form of spirit? going either heaven or hell?

then why are there so many wondering spirits out there on earth? are they too emotionally tied to the ground?

beats me, i will know it after i die anyway, but of cuz, i dun wan to know it so soon =p

see ya

asdas

Yea 200th posts here, decided to continue blogging,no point leaving my blog to rot.

things have gotten better i believe.

a slight setback is that im having sorethroat (the consequence of having 20 stingrays at 1 go =\)

changi chalet isnt that bad as what most people think it is, thou some parts of it really feels spooky,but then overall its okay la

sorry to jing han for that "floating head incidient" thou,i didnt mean it =p

and thank god i wasnt caught for breaking that cupboard =x

like that last night the most,where some of us had some really nice chat =)

anyway, attachment starts next week, got to say i havent had enough rest yet, but then i cant wait for it to get started, kind of contradicting

on a sidenote, blog skin has changed

a simpler and nicer 1 (i think!)

got my music removed as many complains its irritating, it starts to get on my nerves too!

removed that useless board..i forgot the name, something which updates me,twister? twitter? ah nvm

removed my chatbox, partly cause i lost the code and well,procrastination.

i have gotten better, definitely, much better, a big thanks, and sorry for everyone's concerns, seriously, i appericates them =)

ok got to go now

3 cheers for my 200th posts =D