suddenly had this urge to search for that nescafe song, did it out of just being lame, didnt know the song is this meaningful, i thought it was just, "open up open up, nessscaffeee" =x

how wrong i was, lol

Summarization of this week:

1) i manage to twist my ankle before even started playing 1 round of soccer
2) go home and install some programme and then BOOM, my laptop bricked
3) thought can sing k box on friday but well, theres movie with gary
4) thought poly friends wont want to go out then suddenly theres an outing on friday, which crashses with point (3)
5) by right should be able to go out on thursday but woke up late and mum's back with lunch so i cant get out, and that probably ruin my chance of... *er hem*
6) every liverpool match i watched, they lose, every match that i missed, they win
7) some people with nice voice didnt live up to her expectation (inside story)
8) motivated to tidy up my cupboard and about 3 books just vanished in thin air
9) me and my friends apply for a lucrative part-time job, we all wrote the resume with standard format, we all send it at almost the same time, my qualification is one of the better ones, and yet they get into the interview and i DIDNT
10) finally thought i can watch "district 9" on friday, a movie which i've been anticipating since last month but can only do it on friday cuz of either-people-not-free-or-people-dont-want reason, and guess what, the movie timing doesnt accommodate us
11) decided to sms one of my er-i-THINK-is-my-good-friend and she just wow-disappeared half way
12) want to vent my frustration by going out to jog but my ankle's still kinda hurting and its raining
13) decided to talk to some friends about my horrendous luck but all i got back was "lol", "ok" and then NOTHING ELSE, now thats REALLY helpful

ok so apart from all these, i guess this week isnt so bad, dont forget theres still friday =)

football manager is really one of the toughest job you can get nowadays, the team loses = everyone points the finger at you, but the fans never realise that at times the players played like shit =\

finally, its holiday!

alright, i changed my laptop, cuz i screwed the old one up, sigh

anyway, few days back i was watching one piece seeing how usopp was so angry and sad that the ship is dying, i was thinking at that point, "ah lame"

but now i understands how he feels

ok i may not treat my old laptop as good as he treats the ship, but =\ just kinda missed it, lol

sentiments,sentiments,sentiments

on a brighter note, everything's gonna end after tomorrow, to be exact, after 12pm

shrugs, got reminded of friday again, and that reminds me of the failure of being unable to get my wish granted while others can.

ok,granted the fact that not one movie can satisfy everyone's tastes

to be honest, im not even half angered that there isnt anyone interested, alright, "angered" is a strong wrong, lets juz say upset.ok maybe i am, but no on those people that arent interested.

come to think of it, most of the things i anticipated in never come true eh

what am i expected to do anyway, spam smses and go "please la, this is my favourate show, watch with me pleaseeee"

hell no

and who can i turn to anyway, ask some people they go "oh", while the rest would go "lol", some would go "ok", not gonna help, no

lets just say im not the biggest of concern, i wouldnt mind that

"grow up wont you", you may say

but disappointment still cant go away by "growing up", isnt it?

call me childish, i dont mind, i may even go as far as admitting it, but man

fuck this shit

on a side note

i FUCKING want to watch 'district 9', waited for it for months and when its out no one's free

and when some of my friends want to watch the show which they anticipated, they will always get their wish granted

screw my luck man, fuck

really hate PEOPLE (emphasize on plural) that do not reply to SMS

i mean, if theres a SMS u received, obviously u reply with an adknowledgement?

imagine u are the 1 that ask a question/tell people where to meet and etc, then there isnt a respond?

how you are so sure that he/she had received it?

ok, granted that most of the time a message is received, budden what about those that doesnt fall in "most of the time"?

what if the message really never get through?

then all the he-say-i-never-message-him-thus-he-dunno-but-actually-i-did stories will start coming

ok, its 5 cents, i know, next time if you guyS are so worried about that 5 cents, let me know, i pay back ok?

note to self: mcspicy kills your stomach!

ok, i know im damn bhb for saying this but i really, really like my ppt slides lol =x

and i think it's getting better, you know, keeping your head is very essential especially in this kind of situation im facing, im juz glad that i kept my cool and all this end for good =\ at least, it seems like its ending for good, now im just keeping my fingers crossed for the time being.

mingde, remind urself agn, you can pull through =)

life is all about overcoming adversities

and to date, this has got to be the biggest obstacles i have to overcome in my life

i dont know how i will pull through (if it, unfortunately, do happened). however, im a believer of myself, afterall, im mingde, the guy who always got into troubles, yet manage to get his ass off safely right? =)

anyway, as my poly life is approaching to an end, i've been constantly thinking what i should be doing in the future, at least for the near future, of cause the 2 years of NS are inevitable, but what should i do after that?

i wonder

thought of flying to australia to pursuit futher studies, but why?

iszi always better to go overseas? does changing environment, breathing in different air, will make you a better person?

maybe its cuz of my nature, that i cant stay in the same place for too long, that leads me into making such a decision, but then again, i think im deeply rooted to this country, i dont know.

PS: sometimes, we just need a break from this world, i know and i understand that, however, when you are getting better, reach back to us, you will, wont you?

ok i just pwn-ed myself by typing wrong password for my singpass for numerous times and that leads to my singpass being locked -.-

anyway i just want to let whoever reading this know that...

"IM DAMN AMUSED BY SOME PEOPLE'S LEVEL OF TOLERANCE OVER JOKES"

feeling the wtf-sensation -.-