Its 2AM and im still up.

I know its pretty common for me to be awake right at this time.

but tonight's a bit different

i've vowed to sleep at 10pm, but i failed

excitement got the better of me

yea, im graduating tomorrow, i mean, later part of today, yea, thats more like it.

upon receiving the certificate and exchanging handshakes, i will officially be part of ngee ann poly's history, not a student anymore, but an alumni.

it feels, strange, i've never felt like this before.

i've had the taste of how life's gonna be, but after tomorrow, that's that

i wont be recognized by my grades anymore

i will be starting a new phrase of life

to be honest, im feeling a lil scared

but i cant wait to jump into it

NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?
NTU or NUS?

cant make up my mind

你是否曾像我
愚蠢的觉得
觉得做个不是自己的自己
才是自己最因该做的自己

你是否曾像我
天真的想象
想象平常自己常走的街道
转个弯就能到达个新世界

你是否曾像我
疯狂的寻找
寻找着在这吵闹的世界中
那老早就消失无踪的声音

你是否曾像我
痛苦的回想
回想着那位完全占据你心
却又无声无息地离开的人

生命无常

一线之差，一限之差
一时之差，一世之差

愚蠢，天真，疯狂，痛苦，又何尝不试一下呢？

the best part of falling is getting back up again, brilliant line

sigh, singtel, i can still remember back then when u guys are the telecom giant in singapore, and then undoubtedly the best ISP around.

you guys provide ADSL connection, which later became ADSL2, everything seems so promising, and i cant help but think you guys have pressed the self destruct button.

i dun even know where to begin with, ok lets talk about mio tv first.

seriously, the idea of using ADSL2 line to provide mio tv and internet connection, IMO, sucks big time, your guys are self pwning by putting some of the allocated bandwidth to mio tv (im guessing its 10mbps), so instead of full utilizing 25mbps (some says 25mbps, some says 24mbps for ADSL2), you guys bottleneck it to only 15mbps for internet connection, while 15mbps is not bad, it can get better.

the only reason why im not going for starhub is cuz i dun like broadband, the speed is so unstable, and since m1 is using a combination of adsl and broadband, until the day m1 decided to use adsl2(which im not too sure if they will!), i've no choice but stick to singtel, but not for long if this goes on.

and please, what are you guys thinking when deciding on mio tv? singapore already has a very small market, and you guys decided to fight with starhub by... offering... the same programs? ok thats pretty smart of you guys, like SERIOUSLY. so what happened now? 4 years back then worldcup price is only $15, and now its $70, thats nearly 5X greater, and thats a ridiculous rise if you ask me.

whats more, you guys' customer service sucks, there was once my sister called up the 24hours helpline for our shaky internet connection, and you guys hang up the call half way, the problem wasnt solved, wtf!

bad customer service, im not being biased or what, but u guys should seriously looked up to starhub's customer service.

there was once, the wiring for my apartment screwed up, i requested for a technician to come down and fix it, and it took me ONE BLOODY MONTH to convince you guys that it has nothing to do with my phone splitters, like c'mon i didnt pay a bill of 60+/mth to chat with u guys every single day, just incase you guys are sick of talking to customers, you think i like to call you guys everyday?

wtf man, singtel, wtf. i missed the singtel of old, seriously

i always feel that, life is a waiting game, its like... waiting for a train at the train station, every train that crosses the station is like every chance going pass you.

sometimes, you missed the train, you may cursed all you want, but the train wont be turning back

sometimes, you may think "oh well im not boarding this train, im hopping onto the next one", only to regret the decision later, then again, the train wont be turning back either

and just like life, more often than not, once you miss that train, you may never catch that train again

what do you do?

some people just keep on waiting, hoping the train will come back, and as a result missed lots of trains before finally decided to move on.

while some of us will forget about the past, and board the next train.

which one is you?

so in the middle of the night (2:40am as of current time), i've decided to link up my bluetooth headset with my new HTC snap, and after clicking add devices the bluetooth scan found 2 devices:

1)BlueBAND Sport
2)芳

yea and i find it pretty scary to find this "芳", seriously, 2:40am, everyone is asleep, and 芳 sounds rather ancient. kind of creepy =\

so yea, friday concludes the last day of my work, i have learnt some important things, that sometimes doing things in the longer way may just be the fastest way. and most importantly... "saving trees" is definitely not part of an admin's job!