"Nothing haunts like the things we don't say"

I have said all the things I want to say to you, well, not exactly all, but most of it. And I meant every word I said.

Now is your turn, if silence is the only thing you want to have, I will not force you. But if there is anything you want to say to me, please do, you can shout across the streets, or whisper it quietly to me.

I am ready to listen, anytime

2011 is really a very bad start for me.

My ankle got injured and until now I have yet to recover, going TTSH tomorrow to follow up on it.

someone leaves me suddenly.

and when I thought that I could bury myself in work, something happened to me in my workplace and my current job might be in jeopardy.

it couldnt be worse than this, can it?

After almost 21years of my life, I did something that is very stupid to myself yesterday night.

But then, who gives a shit, you dont care anymore, so why should I give a damn

Doc says my ankle is so bad that xray cant determine any causes, he says my ankle is pretty screwed up

Gonna do a MRI scan next week.

Will I ever get to run again?

Nothing has gone right ever since the beginning of this year.

nothing

我知道哭是没有用的，可是我现在只会哭。教教我，我该做什么？

I'm still harboring hope that one day when i woke up, everything will be back to normal. Is it a dream too far?

i feel like im dying

im not good im not good im not good at all. i hate the state im in now, i hate to even talk about it, i keep trying to sleep so that i will suffer less, but i have been crying, i cant seem to cheer up, im damn lost, i need help but i dont know what sort of help i need, i dunno what to write on here to express how or what i am feeling now i just feel like typing on forever and ever, at least it keeps my mind occupied, why cant i stop crying why cant i act like a man why am i so freaking weak over all these. fuck all this.

Don't know what's wrong with my stomach, keep having diarrhea, for almost one week already =\

I'm doing good these few days, perhaps its cause I'm busy with chinese new year, lots of ang baos, family reunions =)

I will be happier if you are better thou.

How are you now?

Are you doing good?