i have the time to be alone today,and i really think through a lot of things,suddenly...i realise that,i cant find anyone that knows how i feel,its sad to think this way,for 18 years on this earth,im still dying for a person whom i can share my mind,my thoughts,my feeling with,and someone that can actually understand it.

its not the quantity that counts but the quality,sadly,i failed in both departments

maybe im a weirdo,maybe im just pathetic,i dunno.

ok,i realised i have this ability to piss people off no matter how much i didnt want to.

even a pass that was miscontrolled would be considered as my fault,all i did was to give a normal pass (wasnt even overhit or whatsoever) and all i got back was a wtf gesture.

i dunno,or rather,im speechless over this (and many other similar incidents).maybe its retribution,for being such a hot head during my early years.

i really want to know how not to piss people off, whatever i did,shuddap,keep it normal,all result in the same thing..

seriously,what to do? i dunno

well hello everyone, i noticed that i haven update my blog for like a super duper long time,but i got nothing to say also (yes,my life's that boring =\),anyway,im still alive,still breathing (thankfully). suffocating due to the stupid interim report which is to be done by 18may (and i still haven start yet,apart from the contect page =p)

ok thats all ba,will update more next time (i promise!)

anyway,man u sucks,period