stress?

im feeling weird, or am i a weirdo? =\

all the tests are approaching, and yet im like... feeling calm, its not that i dont care much about the tests, but its just that i have found things that are far more important than tests that i find that tests are almost non-existence

but that doesnt mean that i dont feel the stress at all, i still do,but it doesnt bother me much, is it a good sign or a bad one? i dunno.

i guess i should just say that im quite tired of this life already, you know, 12 years and counting, my life is about school, school,and schooooooooooolllllllllllll.

morning wake up,bath,go school,after school,go out with friend,go home,do homework,play com,sleep,wake up,bath,go school,play with friend,go home,do homework,play com,sleep.................................................................................................................................................................................

ARGH!

and the worst of all is that, im gonna live this life for at least 1 and a half more year, and a few more years if i get into uni.

its not that it stressed me out or its getting on my nerves,its just plain BORING to do the same thing over and over again.

maybe its so boring that,i started dreaming.....

sometimes i just feel like traveling around the world by feet, and just keep traveling and explore the world, and then find a good good place where i can have a good good life, haha child's dream.

sometimes i just hope that, right after a turn i made while walking on the road, i find myself in a totally different world of fantasy and dream and i can just live there forever, another child's dream. lol

it just feels weird, when we were younger, we were like telling others that " we arent kid,we can take care of our own"

but when we grew up, sometimes we wish that its all a dream and when we wake up from it we are still that 7 year old kid who lead a free life.

being 18 now, i have learnt that, be it the hard or the soft way,that not all things can go as your way, and life still goes on whichever way it turns out to be.

but....

it wont hurt to dream once in a while eh =)