So I had a conversation with my friend over "going to lessons alone", I got to say I am pretty impressed by what he said;

Me: "you dont feel bored going on course alone?"

Friend: "I went out with the intention to achieve something, so it's okay to go alone"

I really admire his attitude, cause I know I can't bring myself to do it.

Ever since young I have this phobia of being alone, thou ironically sometimes I wish I could be alone (thou that's a totally different story).

I have had this trauma of being really alone earlier this year, and until now the memory can still make me shiver.

I'm just so prone to loneliness.