I've got to be honest, there are things that I haven't gotten over in my life, and a small fraction of it I will never get over with, it kind of sucks when you keep having nightmares of those incidents, it's like a broken record that keeps on playing and you don't know how to stop it at all.

On a brighter note, today is an eventful day, I celebrated a friend's 21st, I like birthday parties even thou I consider myself not a socialising creature, not trying to be too nostalgic but whenever I see (people I know or don't) celebrate birthday, I kind of feel happy for them cause they have been so far.

Oh and, I finally bought this study table from IKEA, its the length of 2 tables, I never find myself with enough space when it comes to studying, hopefully this table could satisfy my thirst for "space".