life is all about overcoming adversities

and to date, this has got to be the biggest obstacles i have to overcome in my life

i dont know how i will pull through (if it, unfortunately, do happened). however, im a believer of myself, afterall, im mingde, the guy who always got into troubles, yet manage to get his ass off safely right? =)

anyway, as my poly life is approaching to an end, i've been constantly thinking what i should be doing in the future, at least for the near future, of cause the 2 years of NS are inevitable, but what should i do after that?

i wonder

thought of flying to australia to pursuit futher studies, but why?

iszi always better to go overseas? does changing environment, breathing in different air, will make you a better person?

maybe its cuz of my nature, that i cant stay in the same place for too long, that leads me into making such a decision, but then again, i think im deeply rooted to this country, i dont know.

PS: sometimes, we just need a break from this world, i know and i understand that, however, when you are getting better, reach back to us, you will, wont you?