Tough to forgive, even tougher to forget.

I realized that I have this very big flaw in me, that once me and someone's particular relationship was tainted before, its very hard to make it right again, and thats despite reminding myself constantly that it will be better this time, but the truth is, deep down, something inside me went missing whenever someone broke me. So much so that I dont feel that same towards the same person anymore.

Probably thats why I dont act the same like last time, trust me, I want to, but its too darn hard.