i know a girl

she cries when she's sad
she laughs when she's happy
she ignores when she's angry
she screams when she's scared

she once told me that, i do not know much about her
in deed, i dont

because sometimes she seems so near
yet sometimes, she seems so far

honestly speaking
i do not have much clue about her

but i want to know more
day by day
bit by bit
knows her perfections
and her imperfections

loves her for her perfections
hates her for her imperfections
then loves her because, she's her

life is definitely not a fairytale
but moments of it do happen in life
and it may just last to the end

i dont know why i wrote this
because im not too sure she will see it
or she will know its her if she sees it
also dont really feel like adding more problems to her already problematic life

but well
just writing out something that's kept within me for some times