you know after living on this place call earth,while some call it hell and the rest call it heaven,for more than 18 years,i finally can get a glimpse of how this world works.

hai,what can i say?i rejected other jobs in the hope of working with my friends,and missed some job opportunities because of their hesistation,i didnt complain a bit,but what i get in the end?

i dont want to talk about it.

maybe its just me,but im those say-it-and-mean-it type.

maybe i should just change,for the worst,to get a better grib of this world,to become one of what many others are doing?

its time for me to seriously think over it,like sudden change of mind over something,backstabbing,maybe i should have those stuff installed in my mind rather than filtering them out.

no,im not joking,im serious