lol, recently whenever i come across a friend that i havent see for quite some time, the conversation will more or less be...

"wa mingde, u turn so dark!"
"really meh? where got"
"got lo!"

lol -.-

To all the idiots out there;

this thing, is called a headset, headphones, in some other form its called a earpiece or earphone, oh ya, so sorry that i've forgotten that im talking to idiots, so i better put up the pics for god sake;

so after all the clarifications....

PLEASE, THIS IS NOT A LOUDSPEAKER, SO STOP BLASTING IT TO MAX VOLUME LIKE THERE'S NO ONE THERE OKAY?! THE MUSIC IS MEANT FOR YOU, AND JUST YOU, YOU DON'T HAVE TO SHARE IT BY BLASTING IT SUCH THAT EVERYONE CAN HEAR IT, SPARE US FROM YOUR KINDNESS, THANKS!

IDIOTS

i finally got the break on saturday (to stay at home) that i'd always wanted, but at the same time, im feeling damn bored and want to go out =\

went to mediacorp yesterday to support jeffrey in that show 我要唱下去,basically its a singapore version of 百万大歌星, should disclose jeffrey won how much, catch the show! im caught on the tape too =)

to those who have watched 曾國城 as host for some variety shows, you guys should really come and see his performances at the studio, awesome. credits should be given to this yiqin guy thou (the person left of me), a backstage person who bring up a good atmosphere, enjoyed my day cause of this 2 people =)

ROCKER!

lol, singaporeans -.-

today, i was taking 268 to travel home, then the ez-link machine was spoilt, thus the uncle let us up for free, then the auntie infront me is like

"huh?! FREE AH?! =D"

"waaaa, today so heng leh!!! scarly next bus also free!"

LOL

well i dont know the significant of bus fares to me yet, wait till i start adult ez link, maybe, one day, i will be doing what im exactly laughing at -.-

good nights!

my hand very nua!

finally im done with the walking-around-level-12 experiment, dont have to do anymore already *i think!*, now its back on track for the real thing =)

anyway....

"i wont go liverpool cause of club loyalty, deeply rooted to man utd" blablabla

next moment? he went man city, thats worst isnt it -.- what a jerk

lets see if john terry becomes john te"liu" (money in hokkien) =\

and the player that disappoints me the most? definitely michael owen, liverpool's son, USED to be my favourate player, and now a red devil, bastard, saying "im loyal" is one thing, being true to the words is another. out of all clubs he chose to go man utd, damned you owen!

and.. juz read someone's blog, talking about revealing themselves = feeling vulnerable, it may be true, budden if you really do trust that person whom you are revealing to, wouldnt the feeling be a sense of security rather than vulnerablity?

seeya~

ok my plan to go-home-via-855 failed miserably, reasons being

1) no seats
2) kia su aunties
3) smelly workers

totally not worth it since it only cut short my travel time by 10+ mins -.-

anyway, i enter myself into some lucky draw to train with liverpool fc, hope i can win it

*prays prays prays*

im quite impressed by myself that i can fix my own phone, lol

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

quite true eh

i was having a very bad day, when i supposedly should be happy, but still, it ended in a good mood, 1 message from you and it cheers me up, really :)

on the other hand, thanks to everyone who has celebrated with me or wished me happy birthday, i really appericate it, thanks!

what goes around, comes around, justice is served, i've got my retribution, its worst than what i could have imagined, but i see this coming, i deserved all these, no doubt, no argument.

what a birthday eve it is to me, something that i wouldnt have forgotten, the whole world is smiling but it eluded me.

sorry for the emo post, guys

eyes super tired, feels like it will close automatically anytime =\

just coming here to complain on it, lol

how to make oneself believe in a lie?

a bad idea should never be considered as a bad idea because it provides us a good idea on what a bad idea is thus we will have a brief idea of what not to do to come out with a bad idea, so, never leave out a bad idea, because it is still a good idea in some sense.

get my idea?

right up till now im still thinking what the guy was thinking when he's falling.

what was him thinking before he fall? struggling on the fences, perhaps, and what was him thinking back then.

what prompts him to scream, was his mind a blank? or was he cursing his life, or probably thinking about his loved ones?

what about the last moment when he reaches the ground? insane pain?

i dunno, just thinking too much i suppose.

on a side note, im reading "thanks for the memories", its being put on hiatus thou, cuz i accidentally leave that book to yc and im desperately wanting to finish it.

alright thats all, time for a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong day.

goodbye :)

PS: how to understand someone thats not meant to be understood?

its a funny thing how human always grumble when it comes to exam, hoping desperately that the course will end soon and it will all be over, yet a while later jumping straight into the "hellish period" again =\

ok, the third tragedy happened, it RAINED! right when i want to play football! haven play for weeks and, for all the sundays i never play, it doesnt rain, and right when i wanna play, it rains!

ok at least i dont see ppl getting hurt, fucking sick of it *big sigh of relief*.

anyway, what will be the future like for me? i wonder =\

then again, life's fun because of its unpredictablity isnt it?? =)

going off to sleep now, dreaded, hope i dont get sick cuz of the rain (oh yes, i played in the rain =x)

PS: i finally made my torres jersey!

haiz, yesterday see body fly down from sky.

today i see a girl bleeding REALLY heavily from her mouth, another tragedy

hope this will be the last tragedy that i will see.

anyway, sun tanning is fun (as always)

2 person cycling the same bike is FUN (if you are at the backseat, that is =x)

ok gtg now, finally i can kick a ball tomorrow, so fking missing it =)

today, theres a guy who fall from my work place (higher than 12 floors, thats where my desk is located),in fact,it happened right now.

while im definitely not traumatized by it, im feeling sad for that person, even though i dunno him.

what puzzles me is that almost everyone's reaction is the same. gossip about it, some even want to go down and see the body.

get a life, the man is dead, respect the dead.

all but one of my friends feels it, he's not traumatized either, he wants to say how he feels, but somehow he cant direct his feelings into words, im in his shoes, i give him a pat on the shoulder, well.. it may seems cruel, but life goes on.

it wouldnt make a difference if it is me, you, or anyone that falls just like that guy, it doesnt matter on how high your social status is, how popular you are, how rich you are, we cant go against the limitation which we were born to have, when you fall from such distance, you got to die.

and whenever anyone dies, someone will mourn for that person, if everyone understands this theory, this world will be a better place.

signs off,
renaldy

got this quote from daily horoscope of friendster

"A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty."

strikes me quite a lot, find it very, very true.

anyway, life's definitely gotten better, and time flies indeed, in approximately 1 month time, i will be completing my internship, so much for thinking that it will be a tough and tiring period initially.

i love outdoors, im thinking of working this holiday, but the other me is crying out for a break, i dunno, plan to do volunteery work thou.

ok i just realised that im writing it in a very systematic way -.- perhaps im tired, i dunno =\

goodbye