It's a crucial night tonight.

stay strong, and dont lose the faith.

let's do it

So recently my friends have been asking me lots of why's, "why haven't you been playing games with us?", "why haven't you watch soccer with us for so long", it's not that i'm not interested or i am intentionally doing that, just that my passion currently lies with someone whom i think is worth putting on.

"We tried to fuck and instead,

we wound up making love."

Zack and Miri Make a Porno

I know this line is weird but, this has got to be one of the best lines ever.

Someone left me before, scarred.

And since then I never felt the same again.

I've got to be honest, there are things that I haven't gotten over in my life, and a small fraction of it I will never get over with, it kind of sucks when you keep having nightmares of those incidents, it's like a broken record that keeps on playing and you don't know how to stop it at all.

On a brighter note, today is an eventful day, I celebrated a friend's 21st, I like birthday parties even thou I consider myself not a socialising creature, not trying to be too nostalgic but whenever I see (people I know or don't) celebrate birthday, I kind of feel happy for them cause they have been so far.

Oh and, I finally bought this study table from IKEA, its the length of 2 tables, I never find myself with enough space when it comes to studying, hopefully this table could satisfy my thirst for "space".