wa,haven go running for like so long(really run that kind)
cant believe my timing for 2.4 had dropped to 14mins,like,omg?
1 year back my timing was 10mins and nw its decreased by 4 mins?!
got to train more!
tml my leg's gonna be so dead,lol
good luck for everyone tomorrow =)
PS:i missed it,i miss it =\
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
thinking if i should get a 2"5 250gb hard drive for my laptop, after sparing 10gb for ubuntu im feeling how pathetic my laptop HD's capcity is =\
definitely not buying SSD ( $ issue lol)
then again thinking of what OS to use, should i make it into totally ubuntu ( since i find it quite nice to use). or partition it such that 80% of it will be windows 7 and the rest ubuntu.
dont know la,lol
a*star surely is fun,the stress is there but to me i see it as a positive push.
lots of research to do!
wired technology is so different from wireless tecnology please, but then, im sure i can handle it(i got to,anyway=\)
the only thing im damn sure is im going to take in more and more coffee,which is bad. lol
definitely not buying SSD ( $ issue lol)
then again thinking of what OS to use, should i make it into totally ubuntu ( since i find it quite nice to use). or partition it such that 80% of it will be windows 7 and the rest ubuntu.
dont know la,lol
a*star surely is fun,the stress is there but to me i see it as a positive push.
lots of research to do!
wired technology is so different from wireless tecnology please, but then, im sure i can handle it(i got to,anyway=\)
the only thing im damn sure is im going to take in more and more coffee,which is bad. lol
Monday, March 9, 2009
yo guys im so dead its 2am now and i got to wake up at 6am for my attachment -.-
heck,anyway the bus ride to buona vista will be DAMN long (notice i emphasize on the word,damn),so what else can i do but sleep,right =\
and i cant sleep until my com got defragmented, k im juz being random on this,1am and suddenly feel like defragmenting my com,lol!
ok anyway,good luck to EVERYONE on tomorrow,first day at work,6 months to go,good luck every1 =D
heck,anyway the bus ride to buona vista will be DAMN long (notice i emphasize on the word,damn),so what else can i do but sleep,right =\
and i cant sleep until my com got defragmented, k im juz being random on this,1am and suddenly feel like defragmenting my com,lol!
ok anyway,good luck to EVERYONE on tomorrow,first day at work,6 months to go,good luck every1 =D
Saturday, March 7, 2009
went early to mandai there for sao mu 扫墓, which in english means to clean the tomb,direct translation lol
anyway every day of this year always makes me think a lot, whenever i see my eldest sister whom i had never seen before but is already up there in heaven.
i will always wonder if shes lonely, as in..we only went to see her once per year.
then again i will think of something else, like life after dead, if theres any, that is.
what will i be if i died?
scientifically saying, my brain will shut down, i cant think, my 5 senses will be gone, i will be in a form of "nothing".
oh maybe i will be in a form of spirit? going either heaven or hell?
then why are there so many wondering spirits out there on earth? are they too emotionally tied to the ground?
beats me, i will know it after i die anyway, but of cuz, i dun wan to know it so soon =p
see ya
anyway every day of this year always makes me think a lot, whenever i see my eldest sister whom i had never seen before but is already up there in heaven.
i will always wonder if shes lonely, as in..we only went to see her once per year.
then again i will think of something else, like life after dead, if theres any, that is.
what will i be if i died?
scientifically saying, my brain will shut down, i cant think, my 5 senses will be gone, i will be in a form of "nothing".
oh maybe i will be in a form of spirit? going either heaven or hell?
then why are there so many wondering spirits out there on earth? are they too emotionally tied to the ground?
beats me, i will know it after i die anyway, but of cuz, i dun wan to know it so soon =p
see ya
Friday, March 6, 2009
asdas
Yea 200th posts here, decided to continue blogging,no point leaving my blog to rot.
things have gotten better i believe.
a slight setback is that im having sorethroat (the consequence of having 20 stingrays at 1 go =\)
changi chalet isnt that bad as what most people think it is, thou some parts of it really feels spooky,but then overall its okay la
sorry to jing han for that "floating head incidient" thou,i didnt mean it =p
and thank god i wasnt caught for breaking that cupboard =x
like that last night the most,where some of us had some really nice chat =)
anyway, attachment starts next week, got to say i havent had enough rest yet, but then i cant wait for it to get started, kind of contradicting
on a sidenote, blog skin has changed
a simpler and nicer 1 (i think!)
got my music removed as many complains its irritating, it starts to get on my nerves too!
removed that useless board..i forgot the name, something which updates me,twister? twitter? ah nvm
removed my chatbox, partly cause i lost the code and well,procrastination.
i have gotten better, definitely, much better, a big thanks, and sorry for everyone's concerns, seriously, i appericates them =)
ok got to go now
3 cheers for my 200th posts =D
things have gotten better i believe.
a slight setback is that im having sorethroat (the consequence of having 20 stingrays at 1 go =\)
changi chalet isnt that bad as what most people think it is, thou some parts of it really feels spooky,but then overall its okay la
sorry to jing han for that "floating head incidient" thou,i didnt mean it =p
and thank god i wasnt caught for breaking that cupboard =x
like that last night the most,where some of us had some really nice chat =)
anyway, attachment starts next week, got to say i havent had enough rest yet, but then i cant wait for it to get started, kind of contradicting
on a sidenote, blog skin has changed
a simpler and nicer 1 (i think!)
got my music removed as many complains its irritating, it starts to get on my nerves too!
removed that useless board..i forgot the name, something which updates me,twister? twitter? ah nvm
removed my chatbox, partly cause i lost the code and well,procrastination.
i have gotten better, definitely, much better, a big thanks, and sorry for everyone's concerns, seriously, i appericates them =)
ok got to go now
3 cheers for my 200th posts =D
Saturday, February 28, 2009
i dunno how to start this post,im sad,heartbroken,i may use up all the words that i can find in the dictionary but i doubt it will be as nearly as what i felt,and am feeling.
while i was walking the lonely path back to MRT,i nearly cried,infact,i did shed some tears,i tried to hold it,but it was off no use.
sometimes,i really ask myself,what am i to u guys? like,seriously
isit wrong for me to voice out myself?
isit wrong for me to make my mind clear?
i really dunno.
ok i do admit that i get over the top at times, but well..i dunno,i really dunno
isit just me who have this idea of keeping the promise? ok promise is a strong word, it wasnt that serious but,i cant find the right word for that,and im not bother to find it either.
people always say that,
its good to let urself known,to be direct.
but see where i got myself in.
iszi really good?
i dunno
maybe i should be a robot or something? someone, no, something that hides its discontentment and squeeze out a smile as if nothing has gone wrong? no,i cant bring myself to do that,then again maybe thats the reason why i sucked.
and really..it pains me when im leaving, no 1 make an attend to stop me.
not my friend of 8 years, whom i thought was my best ever friend.
not my friend,whom i protected so much when he drops to normal.
no,none did it.
and when i was walking the dark,lonely path back to the MRT,i was hoping maybe someone would just ask me,whats wrong.
then again, thats what hope made of.
it pains me to think that if it was anyone but me, someone would have stopped it.
it pains me to think that after all i had done for them, this is all that happened to me.
it pains me to learn of this fact, in a hard,and cruel manner,that this is how they treats me,how they thought of me,that im not even worth a sentence "stop".
but boy,i know it now.
for me,friendship is well..helping around. or like what some people would like to address it, give,and take.
maybe i have been giving too much, and im taking too little
no,im not complaining,but well...
come to think of it,whenever someone needs me,i will always be there
and when i needed someone? i dun wan to talk about this
people have been telling me what, "im always there"
but well... i dun wan to comment on this.
its all over now, dont worry, i wont find you guys anymore, im not letting you guys to find me either,i doubt that you guys would bother anyway.
and no,i dun wan people to take pity on me, dont offer me a hand just because you thought i need it, im not that pathetic.
and,this will be my last post. so ya,
farewell guys.
ps:shaoting if u are reading this, its not referring to you,budden...i just wanna say sorry to you,i dont seek a forgivement or something,but ya..sorry.
farewell =)
while i was walking the lonely path back to MRT,i nearly cried,infact,i did shed some tears,i tried to hold it,but it was off no use.
sometimes,i really ask myself,what am i to u guys? like,seriously
isit wrong for me to voice out myself?
isit wrong for me to make my mind clear?
i really dunno.
ok i do admit that i get over the top at times, but well..i dunno,i really dunno
isit just me who have this idea of keeping the promise? ok promise is a strong word, it wasnt that serious but,i cant find the right word for that,and im not bother to find it either.
people always say that,
its good to let urself known,to be direct.
but see where i got myself in.
iszi really good?
i dunno
maybe i should be a robot or something? someone, no, something that hides its discontentment and squeeze out a smile as if nothing has gone wrong? no,i cant bring myself to do that,then again maybe thats the reason why i sucked.
and really..it pains me when im leaving, no 1 make an attend to stop me.
not my friend of 8 years, whom i thought was my best ever friend.
not my friend,whom i protected so much when he drops to normal.
no,none did it.
and when i was walking the dark,lonely path back to the MRT,i was hoping maybe someone would just ask me,whats wrong.
then again, thats what hope made of.
it pains me to think that if it was anyone but me, someone would have stopped it.
it pains me to think that after all i had done for them, this is all that happened to me.
it pains me to learn of this fact, in a hard,and cruel manner,that this is how they treats me,how they thought of me,that im not even worth a sentence "stop".
but boy,i know it now.
for me,friendship is well..helping around. or like what some people would like to address it, give,and take.
maybe i have been giving too much, and im taking too little
no,im not complaining,but well...
come to think of it,whenever someone needs me,i will always be there
and when i needed someone? i dun wan to talk about this
people have been telling me what, "im always there"
but well... i dun wan to comment on this.
its all over now, dont worry, i wont find you guys anymore, im not letting you guys to find me either,i doubt that you guys would bother anyway.
and no,i dun wan people to take pity on me, dont offer me a hand just because you thought i need it, im not that pathetic.
and,this will be my last post. so ya,
farewell guys.
ps:shaoting if u are reading this, its not referring to you,budden...i just wanna say sorry to you,i dont seek a forgivement or something,but ya..sorry.
farewell =)
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