in this world, in your life, there are some people,or maybe,just some one,that's very important to you.

i think i am a very fortunate person, because i have came across quite a lot of them.

as requested by some certain people, i have decided to blog about someone by the name joanna. lol.

well, what can i say about her?

shes that little bit egolistic i guess, and likes to scold when shes stress.

none the less, i have never regretted knowing her.

its years back, when first met her in maple.

we started out as an internet friend

at that time, we are like,that kind of....hi-bye friend.

it all started when some funny incident happened, i intend to talk to another person,but i accidentally talked to her instead( without realising shes not the 1 i intended to talk to after like very very long later -.-)

but it was then that i find her interesting, as in,really chatable, i wont consider myself a person that is full of words, so although i have many friends, i dont really have many that i can really chat with.

so it was then i started to realise her more and more.

she maybe the girl-from-nextdoor, shes not unique, but shes not ordinary either, she just has the x-factor that makes her standout from the rest, without making other has the false thought that she do it intention, and that is very hard.

her voice is sweet, those that you will wan to listen, again and again, even if its a mere "hello". but shes not those kind of person that will settle with the word "hello", shes got loads of things in her head to say out. and very energetic.

a person that likes dance, and badminton, thou never really practises that much now.

she just make you(at least,me). feel warm and approachable. shes got that sweet and adorable feeling that any guy will long for.

but when shes stress, she likes to scold, for no reason, but,it can be funny at times,because the way she scolds is so nonsensical that you wont really feel it,haha.

i wouldnt say shes the chio-est,the smartest,the fastest,the whatever-est,budden again,shes the best XD

and thats the end of a very short and brief description about her.

and yea,its dedicated to her =)

in the end people are just looking down on themselves, you are what you think.

if thats the way u define the word "fair",then so be it either.

however its interesting to see how you will flair in the future.

what i hate is people who give up on themselves,who look down on themselves before anyone did.

yes there are some people that really score just like that. but the amount is very little, and what splits the rest of the people is just the amount of effort they put in.

can you swear that you listen to your lecture, and really listen to it?
can you swear that you study at home, and revise?
can you swear that you ask teacher of anything you dunno?
can you swear that you do your homework?

out of this 4,which 1 u can swear upon.

i dont want to get into a never ending arguement, different people have different opinions,thats it

period

PS: btw if you are really so naive about it. lemme tell you what, this is the explanation of the word "test" coming from http://www.dictionary.com/

test

–noun
1.
the means by which the presence, quality, or genuineness of anything is determined; a means of trial.
2.
the trial of the quality of something: to put to the test.
3.
a particular process or method for trying or assessing.
4.
a set of questions, problems, or the like, used as a means of evaluating the abilities, aptitudes, skills, or performance of an individual or group; examination.
5.
Psychology. a set of standardized questions, problems, or tasks designed to elicit responses for use in measuring the traits, capacities, or achievements of an individual.
6.
Chemistry.
a.
the process of identifying or detecting the presence of a constituent of a substance, or of determining the nature of a substance, commonly by the addition of a reagent.
b.
the reagent used.
c.
an indication or evidence of the presence of a constituent, or of the nature of a substance, obtained by such means.
7.
an oath or other confirmation of one's loyalty, religious beliefs, etc.
8.
British. a cupel for refining or assaying metals.

look at 1,2 and 4. it is to test your quality,your ability, YOURS. not others

ask yourself, have you really use your ability? or have you not?

if you can make a choice between these 2,which will u choose?

fail to succeed?
fail to try?

i dunno, now adays,cheating/copying is becoming so common to the point that as if its right to do that.

many people ive noticed, never try,they just look at the questions,and say "thats it,i dont know,i gotta 'ask'" my friend.

some of them will argue, i did try,but i just dunno,you are smart so u know,but im not.

what i can say is that, theres no genius in this world,and smart people isnt smart for no reason.

they put in efforts, they are determined to overcome the question, when they came across some obstacles, they strive,they find solution,they research,and thus,they learn.

this is the 1 and ONLY difference between the smart and the, self-proclaimed, dumb people.

i guess they cant be fully blamed, the society now is pushing people too hard, making them think that failure = die, and the key to survival is to pass, regardless of its cost.

but the truth is that, every successful people build their own success on multiple failures, just like the phrase goes, no pain no gain, if theres no risk, theres no improvement.

for example, what are the ways to get rich?

open up a shop.
buy stocks.

do you think there will be a 100% sure way of earning lots of money? you must be either a big liar or a big optimist if you say so.

it may be self boasting, but i remember back then on my sec 4 prelim,im one of the only few who passed SS geo, but i immediately confess to my teacher after i found out that my marks were over count.

reason?

i dont want to pass that way.

doing something with your own effort comes more pleasure than completing something using other people's effort.

well, i wont apologise to anyone who got offended by this post, but i wont say that the way you work things out are wrong because different people have different way of getting their things done.

the only thing i can say is that, you will only stay ordinary, if you continue to get over whelmed by the feeling of failing.

and you will be forever telling yourself, im dumb, the truth is that, you are,not because you really are,but because of the fact that you never think you are capable of being smart.

thats all i can say.bye

我曾经问过自己，对一个瞎子而言，这个世界到底是怎样的一个世界呢？

是个漆黑，孤独的世界？
还是是一个色彩缤纷的世界？

最近听了一首我觉得很有意义的歌
“你是我的眼”

歌词写得很好，很感人。

而其中的一句

“眼前的黑不是黑，你说的白是什么白”

深深地感动了我

看似很简单的一句话，其实已经把瞎子的心声给说了出来。

他们所向往的，应该就是能亲眼看见这个世界吧？

可是，在我们这群被上天赐予眼睛的人

又有多少人有勇气，面对这个难以捉摸的世界呢？

crystal jade =)

yo guys,can you believe it its 3:18AM now and i still got the time to blog? well i certainly do,haha,woke up to watch euro 08 final,spain vs germany,and torres just scored!!!!!!!!!!!

haha alright,lets not talk abut soccer now shall we?

went to crystal jade to eat today,the food is very nice,but personally i dont think its as good as zhou restaurant, the must try is their roasted duck,its super super nice!

and u know what,my mum left her handbag inside the taxi,and got us stuck outside the house for like 30mins,thankfully that taxi uncle came back to return us,if not i can just say byebye to my home -.-

and that bag is so BIG that she can forget,somemore she double checked again before she left it lol..

ok lar gtg to catch my matchh already....soooooo,byebye XD

sometimes

sometimes i wish that i know how to play piano
sometimes i wish that i know how to play guitar
sometimes i wish that i can sing really,really well
sometimes i wish that i can supernatural power

but im always glad that,im myself =)

well gotten back a couple of common test papers(in fact im just lacking the last paper),wouldnt say im very satisfied with how i scored,but at least i did quite well,lol contradicting myself eh =\

at least my IELS is going right on track, and so much for worrying about it, lol.

oh yea and.. i dont know how to describe it,but i suddenly feel that, as in really ALL OF A SUDDEN kind, that i feel im not me, but yet i still feel im me,i dunno how to describe it but surely its a wonderful feeling eh.

lol,alright,im running out of ideas on what to say already =\,hopefully the next post will be a happier one,H-O-P-E-F-U-L-L-Y,haha

bye peeps =)

i have always asked myself, why are we here, people have been saying that "you were borned for a reason"

but hey, whats the reason =S

WOOTZ IM REALISING MY DREAM OF BEING A MOTORCYCLE RACER! XD

lol just kidding -.-

arg i cant believe school is starting tomorrow, what a turn off,espiecally when euro 2008 is approaching to and end,and ESPIECALLY so when the first match for the first day of school is featuring spain,ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

anyway im sleeping early tonight to catch the match later, i just hope that the the match will not be going into extra time,so deprive of sleep now please,and this few days i woke up really late,like 3pm to 4pm,what a messed up life =\

lemme see.

VCN hmwork? checked

DEL hmwork? checked

EM3B hmwork? errr...half checked

AOOP hmwork? partially checked =\

going to get back my test people tomorrow, woots! quite excited XD

thats all peeps,byebye~!