my life,my future XD

2012-02-13T01:08:00.000+08:00

valentine's day is coming, the day to share your love. if you were only given a chance to say "i love you" to just one person on that day, who will it be?

2012-01-11T23:41:00.003+08:00

What am I really?

2012-01-11T22:40:00.001+08:00

"There's a very minor crack in your ankle bones, however it will not affect your daily life, it's really really small"

That's what the doc told me, but then, it still kind of suck knowing something in you is broken.

2012-01-09T21:12:00.001+08:00

I really wish I could do more, and that maybe I were born differently at times.

2012-01-02T21:41:00.003+08:00

I'm too old to realize that new year resolution is nothing but a myth, or rather I am too lazy to actually stick to a year long plan, however despite so, I guess it is important for me to set a target to jog 30mins at least twice per week!

Best day ever

2012-01-01T04:39:00.000+08:00

It was a long wait, it was ordinary. But it was truly special.

2011-12-22T22:22:00.001+08:00

It's a crucial night tonight.

2011-12-12T06:34:00.000+08:00

stay strong, and dont lose the faith.

2011-12-01T06:41:00.002+08:00

let's do it

2011-11-27T20:19:00.003+08:00

So recently my friends have been asking me lots of why's, "why haven't you been playing games with us?", "why haven't you watch soccer with us for so long", it's not that i'm not interested or i am intentionally doing that, just that my passion currently lies with someone whom i think is worth putting on.

2011-11-27T13:20:00.001+08:00

"We tried to fuck and instead,

we wound up making love."

Zack and Miri Make a Porno

I know this line is weird but, this has got to be one of the best lines ever.

2011-11-20T11:22:00.000+08:00

Someone left me before, scarred.

And since then I never felt the same again.

2011-11-19T22:05:00.002+08:00

I've got to be honest, there are things that I haven't gotten over in my life, and a small fraction of it I will never get over with, it kind of sucks when you keep having nightmares of those incidents, it's like a broken record that keeps on playing and you don't know how to stop it at all.

On a brighter note, today is an eventful day, I celebrated a friend's 21st, I like birthday parties even thou I consider myself not a socialising creature, not trying to be too nostalgic but whenever I see (people I know or don't) celebrate birthday, I kind of feel happy for them cause they have been so far.

Oh and, I finally bought this study table from IKEA, its the length of 2 tables, I never find myself with enough space when it comes to studying, hopefully this table could satisfy my thirst for "space".

2011-11-18T21:23:00.003+08:00

So I had a conversation with my friend over "going to lessons alone", I got to say I am pretty impressed by what he said;

Me: "you dont feel bored going on course alone?"

Friend: "I went out with the intention to achieve something, so it's okay to go alone"

I really admire his attitude, cause I know I can't bring myself to do it.

Ever since young I have this phobia of being alone, thou ironically sometimes I wish I could be alone (thou that's a totally different story).

I have had this trauma of being really alone earlier this year, and until now the memory can still make me shiver.

I'm just so prone to loneliness.

2011-11-17T21:02:00.001+08:00

I think as much as I'm passionate I can be really heartless and hurtful at times.

2011-11-14T23:14:00.001+08:00

if you expect disappointments in life, then when they really happen, should you still feel disappointed?

2011-11-13T13:38:00.001+08:00

it has been a really long time since i could lie on bed and laze around on a sunday afternoon

2011-11-07T18:29:00.003+08:00

so i was surfing facebook and i saw this really interesting quote;

" Never hate people who are jealous of you,

but respect their jealous.

They're people who think that you're better than them "

cool shit.

2011-11-06T21:43:00.003+08:00

i thought it was quite some time since i last blogged but meh turned out its only 5 days.

its funny how that all of us travel with the flow of time but we would lose track of it somehow, take for instant these 5 days felt like few weeks. and the beginning of this year felt like it was yesterday.

not to say next year is arriving

im not afraid of turning old, infact i kind of look forward to it, but the passage of time can really freak me out big time.

its one of those things that make me feel so vulnerable, really.

PS: just being random i suddenly have the urge to watch a really sad show and cry badly tonight, but no luck on finding a good one!

2011-11-01T06:17:00.000+08:00

i have been having weird dreams, like really really weird kind, and thats irritating :/

2011-10-20T22:47:00.001+08:00

人们常常说，“你不了解我”。

可是，又有谁会自问，“我有真正尝试让你了解我吗？”

2011-10-17T22:50:00.000+08:00

I swear the blonde jokes never get old;

In a high school civics class, they were discussing the qualifications for becoming President of the United States. The requirements are pretty simple. The candidate must be a natural born citizen and at least 35 years old.

A blonde girl in the class piped up and began complaining about how unfair it was to require the candidate to be a natural born citizen. In her opinion, that made it impossible for many qualified people to run for the office. She went on and on, wrapping up her argument with "What makes a natural born citizen more qualified to be President than one born by C-Section?"

2011-10-12T22:05:00.000+08:00

Swelling bones.... seriously what is that?

2011-10-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

Maybe one of those days when I'm much older I would look back at myself and think "ahhh, I was young and naive"

Anyway, tomorrow is the day, so fingers crossed again for that

2011-10-10T17:13:00.002+08:00

Ok at this point of time I think a surgery is 80% unavoidable, gotta wait for the final review on this Wednesday thou.

2011-10-10T15:26:00.000+08:00

hospital clinics never fail to make me nervous :/

2011-10-10T00:14:00.002+08:00

Later will be my specialist review, few months ago I would have said I want an op, but even I don't know whats best for me now.

Whatever it is, fingers crossed.

2011-10-07T21:41:00.001+08:00

Heading out for a food hunt now, like now, yea =)

2011-10-07T18:39:00.001+08:00

Alright, I'm cleared by my physio therapist, next on, specialist review

2011-10-05T20:45:00.001+08:00

I did nothing but sleep today, and I was satisfied.

I guess sometimes, achieving nothing gives you something in return. no?

2011-10-05T09:59:00.002+08:00

Now this is what I call epic-ness;

oh well, I'm on one day MC, probably gonna sleep my way through ~_~

2011-10-04T20:27:00.000+08:00

Ok, officially declare I'm sick, flu, fever, cough, if I'd continued on I would die no doubt

2011-10-04T08:28:00.001+08:00

i find it fucking irritating then when i suggest something, others would not take it serioulsy and may even not pay attention to it but when others suggest the same thing, the rest would think its such a fantastic idea when earlier on i did suggest before.

2011-10-03T21:05:00.004+08:00

From now on, anyone that uses unclear identity to post on my tag board will be banned immediately, no point chatting with people whom I've got no idea who he/she is.

On another note, my running nose is on a whole new level.

But no, no MC, I've got to work, work, work, I mean, that's almost all I have now, right?

haha

wait, who am I talking to?

crazy

2011-10-03T06:25:00.000+08:00

no no no md you cant fall sick yet

2011-10-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

A truly touching movie. Got me tearing

2011-10-02T19:11:00.000+08:00

I.Am.Tired

2011-09-29T06:39:00.000+08:00

maybe, its just a simple case of over-reaction

2011-09-28T19:51:00.001+08:00

They say zero is a the end, I say its the beginning of something

2011-09-23T21:53:00.001+08:00

There are so many things that I don't know and probably I will never know,

And what else can I say? I'm broken and wasted

but.

你开心就好，你开心就好。。。

2011-09-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

Going on hiatus

2011-09-19T17:08:00.000+08:00

Yea probably if there wasn't me everything would be better..

2011-09-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling really cold

2011-09-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

i had a really, really great day today :)

2011-09-15T06:22:00.000+08:00

just take it head on like a man, lad

2011-09-13T19:58:00.006+08:00

I nearly got caught by a car today, and I thought to myself "it might be better if I had not reacted quicker"

Yea, I'm freaked out by my own thoughts at times.

2011-09-13T04:04:00.003+08:00

cant sleep. sigh

2011-09-12T21:00:00.001+08:00

Feeling neglected.

The Script - I'm Yours

2011-09-10T20:48:00.001+08:00

"I may not have the softest touch

I may not say the words as such

And though I may not look like much

I'm yours

And though my edges maybe rough

I never feel I'm quite enough

And it may not seem like very much

But I'm yours"

2011-09-07T09:55:00.000+08:00

I had a nightmare, a real bad one, so bad that I woke up in cold sweats.

2011-09-04T18:12:00.001+08:00

问题在于我，我需要时间对付这个失落感，也可能永远都不会好吧。

The problem lies with me, I need time to overcome this disappointment, and that's not a given.

2011-09-04T10:15:00.002+08:00

坚持，是因为不想失去，还是对现在满足？

2011-09-04T00:17:00.001+08:00

Just a post to remind the world that I'm still alive

2011-09-01T20:36:00.002+08:00

"Why is everybody so serious

Acting like so damn mysterious"

I can't really comment on it now

I don't feel like talking

2011-08-31T20:48:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna pick up tennis, like finally....

next in mind is fishing, ha.

First shout

2011-08-30T15:45:00.002+08:00

So I've finally decided to change my blogskin, it didn't take me long to decide on one thou.

Anyway, just want to share this song that I suddenly remember of, never fail to touch me;

That's it for now =)

2011-08-29T21:59:00.002+08:00

I felt like I got KO-ed by a sucker punch.

2011-08-29T17:41:00.001+08:00

So what now, risk it all for better or worse? Or stick with current situation and pretend to be contented?

2011-08-28T15:40:00.002+08:00

It happened again, maybe I'm really just a walking time bomb, maybe all that had happened to me were really just my fault.

I should be kept alone, I guess.

2011-08-28T13:27:00.001+08:00

So many things, all I can say is, I don't know lah.

2011-08-23T19:32:00.002+08:00

So I was doing my usual day job today and all of a sudden I thought of this one incident when I was young. I was caught "stealing" a basketball.

Ok to make things clear, back then in my primary school, we were forbidden to go to the sports equipment room, let alone use the things inside (which now I think back is kind of retarded, they could have just lock it -.-).

Anyway, being as mischievous as any young kid, I took the basketball from the room and invite my friend to play with me, thinking that I can return the ball before anyone could find out.

Well.. life isn't a fairytale, the teacher came before we could really start a game, and needless to say, we played the "who's the culprit" game.

So at that point of time, knowing that I'm the one at fault (and will eventually be found wanted), I panicked, I thought of ways to avoid this, like begging my friend to cover for me, I was so desperate that I wanted to pay my friend for it.

At last, I decided to admit that I was the one who took the ball, and well.. I don't really want to talk about what followed up :x

Just want to say that, I'm glad I did the right thing back then, because if I had done otherwise, I may just be very different from what I am now.

So here goes the end of my random story.

Have a great day people =)

2011-08-22T23:39:00.001+08:00

I still can't beat the shadow

2011-08-20T21:52:00.001+08:00

I always find this scene rather touching

Let It Be

2011-08-14T21:25:00.003+08:00

Sometimes we cling on to something too long and hard that, we find it hard to let go

Sometimes we hate and love someone too much that we think it is impossible to forgive and forget

Sometimes the past, be it the sweet memories or the dreadful history, haunt us so much that we think there's no way we could move on.

I'm not a good practitioner, but all I can say is,

Let it be.

2011-08-14T13:04:00.001+08:00

I always wished for a pair of wings

2011-08-10T14:22:00.001+08:00

So yesterday I was doing up my resume for my scholarship application. And I suddenly realized something, that I'm a loser in life.

I always thought that I'm very good, but when I look at myself, the truth is, I've never achieved much.

Not only that, despite my age, I can't seem to get myself in checked, I don't know how to express myself, I don't know how to protect, I don't get the respect. Heck, what am I now?

Nothing

2011-08-10T14:22:00.000+08:00

2011-08-09T21:43:00.001+08:00

我很烦

2011-08-09T19:09:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling unwell

2011-08-07T21:34:00.001+08:00

你对我说，我对你真的很重要，你说了声再见，就走了

你可不知道，你对我有多么重要，而你这么一走，我又该怎么办？

Honest

2011-08-04T22:52:00.001+08:00

I dont think we are ever totally honest to one another, I too, am a liar to an extent.

Fun Pack Song

2011-08-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

Alright, so recently (well, not so recently's recently), in a practise NDP (NDP= national day parade, which is an event we hold every year to celebrate Singapore's birthday), there was this "fun pack song" being sang.

The objective of the song was to introduce whatever in the fun pack (which is basically a goodie bag that contains lots of stuffs, they were given to the spectators).

The song was so bad that I can't even find a sample of it on youtube, and due to the very bad reception, it was taken out from the NDP list of songs.

So this incident actually got me thinking "why does the fun pack song suck?"

Basically, I found out two reasons.

The first is, rather straight forward, it seriously suck (I've heard that and it's really bad for the ears, so don't bother finding it), it makes me wonder why no one pointed that out before it's being published.

The second is simply, the people. Now when I'm saying "people" I'm not talking about "people" that make the song, but ordinary "people" like me and you that condemned the song.

Songs, stories, they are similar to art, in the sense that their value are determined by the audience, even if the song suck like hell, yet people like it, it will be deemed good (e.g. any justin bieber songs that you can find), so, in a way, I believe, the citizens make this song suck.

Now this actually bring up an interesting topic, what is wrong with Singaporeans?

One common trait I realized about Singaporeans is that (myself included), we are always complaining, be it on the train timing, the taxi fare, the chicken rice price, the GST, we are ALWAYS complaining.

We tend to look at the bad side of things than the good side of it.

And we have very low self esteem on our own production, it's like, we will always have this prejudice that "the other country is better".

All in all, it's this prejudice that's really damaging.

So why, why did this happen?

It has really got to do with our "foreign talent" policy, now I'm not pointing the finger at it and blame it totally, but our natural born negativity, coupled with the policy, really gives a bad chemical mix in my opinion.

The truth is, if we don't even feel that we are the superior group in our own homeland, then where would we be able to feel so?

I hope for the best.

2011-07-31T22:17:00.001+08:00

I feel that, this world is too full of prejudices and assumptions.

2011-07-31T00:51:00.001+08:00

I want to learn yoga. Anyone wants to learn together?

Rehab

2011-07-29T23:13:00.002+08:00

I admit I'm a person that can really procrastinate on things even if I know it will benefit me greatly, but the short term benefit (laziness) more often than not overwhelms the long term benefit for me.

This time, it's different thou, the doc had given me a list of exercises that I should complete every day and night so that my ankle could recover.

To say the truth, I'm really not too sure if it would help but I guess no harm trying, and I ought to.

2011-07-28T00:58:00.002+08:00

I don't know if it's just me or what but I find that people that keep posting on facebook like how they are prepared for NS, or constantly counting down for NS on facebook as serious losers who are attracting attention.

2011-07-26T20:20:00.001+08:00

I need honesty, I need directness.

Random. About. Me

2011-07-26T19:47:00.004+08:00

I'm a guy.

I'm 21.

I do sports.

I love sports.

I love frisbee, soccer, basketball, floorball, handball.

I like to run.

I hate being restricted.

I'm having this ankle sprain.

I hate ankle sprain.

I missed school.

But I love NS.

^ Most of the time.

I like watermelon,

and apple,

and honeydew,

I like apple + orange + ginger juice

If not, watermelon is fine for me.

I love icecream,

chocolatechip's the best

I'm in love with gundam models,

I have 2,

My sis took one thou, and it has been under construction ever since.

I like to read, all sorts of books, depends on my mood.

I could read fast, I could read slow.

Fastest book that I finished was harry potter, just a few hours.

Longest? Lord of the ring, 1 year for the whole series.

I find human brain fascinating.

I like romance movie as much as I like horror

I think action movies nowadays are a late down

I talk to myself at times when I'm alone

and no I don't have split personalities.

I like to listen to music, retro pop, and pop.

I soul search once in a while.

Sometimes I just like to stay so quiet that I want to be non existence

Sometimes I want to be known.

I am random,

as shown on this post.

I have dark secrets about me,

that I will probably keep with me into my grave.

I dream

I hope.

But I'm paranoid.

I'm an optimist most of the time,

but when I'm down, its real bad.

I hate failures,

But I hate it even more if I never put up a good fight.

I consider myself a sore loser when it comes to a match.

I'm fine with that thou.

I like cute stuffs,

I like cool stuffs.

I hate it when people don't reply to my SMS.

Especially so if the SMS contains important messages.

I don't like to be asked a lot of questions when I just woke up.

I love the wild.

I have this ambition to complete a Chinese novel one day,

speaking of which, I think it's a disgrace that people forget their root language.

I also want to travel the world one day.

I wish to stay healthy.

I like IT.

But I dont think I'm qualified to be an IT geek.

Sometimes I think the whole world is stupid.

Sometimes I find I'm the dumbest person on Earth.

I have quite a lot of regrets,

but I think I have learnt to live with it

I'm not a mind reader,

I suck at guessing thoughts or hints

That's about me

2011-07-24T20:05:00.001+08:00

Suddenly remember this song while I was reading "Eat Pray Love", there's actually no much link between this song and that story, but well, still worth listening to thou.

2011-07-22T21:54:00.001+08:00

心情不好，but its okay,明天会更好吧？

2011-07-20T22:27:00.002+08:00

Here I thought the Phuket saga was over but na its not, so during the Phuket stay there was some serious cock up with the hotel and we have to call Singapore to get our side people to help.

All the conversations were done through my phone and at the end of the day, the phone bill for overseas call alone was $138, and when i asked if they could pay me back some they made me sound like i'm begging for the money.

seriously, wtf.

2011-07-18T21:51:00.002+08:00

today review was... bad, not bad in the sense that my ankle was, but the whole thing sucked.

MMI thought that NUH could access my MRI scan results, turned out they couldn't =\

on the brighter note, KL was fun, and I cant wait to be back to NS, with no hint of sarcasm (ok, maybe just a bit!)

2011-07-18T12:01:00.000+08:00

Alright its the big day today, fingers crossed for myself!

2011-07-09T18:01:00.001+08:00

I need something to look forward to

2011-07-07T21:20:00.002+08:00

I don't know if its just me but i find that people that want to convey an important message through facebook post (note underlined) instead of texting as hardly retarded and inefficient.

2011-07-04T20:34:00.003+08:00

Phuket

I think its not wrong to say that I have really learnt a lot from this trip, and grow a lot, it's funny how much 5D4N can do to you but trust me, it can really change you. This is more of a self-assessment thing so yea, bear with me if you bother to read, I won't promise it's gonna be an enjoyable read but I can assure you that this, is really written from the bottom of my heart.

This post will be divided in 4 parts, the first being this, followed by The Good, The Bad, and Truth Session

So.. Firstly, lets talk about...

(The Good)

Well, Phuket is pretty much well known for its water activities, and its attractive beaches, night life, and wild life. Sad to say, (due to budget constraint), I did not get to do a single water activity, unless you consider swimming as one, but I did go to the beach and I really really liked the place, it kind of reminds me of pulau ubin but of cause, a high technology one.

I did live shooting, thou my shooting skill kind of suck, 3 hits out of 10 =\ at least it kind of prove that I'm not cut out to kill. And then obviously there's the go kart.

Anddddddd, most importantly, I did bungee jump! like seriously can you believe it? It may be lame to say but its one of the goals in my life, I longed to do a jump ever since I'm like.. 12? and the feeling was great, thou my balls literally shrink when the elevator was going to the highest point, but the whole experience was great =)

I did elephant trekking too, you know how TV always show an elephant ride to be slow and steady, well let me tell you, its not, the seats are jerky, and when the elephant is going downslope, you feel like you are being thrown off the back! and despite popular belief, seating of its neck is much, much more comfortable.

White water rafting was crazy, its all bumpy and wet, I thought I was gonna cap sized anytime, but I guess the crazier it is, the more fun it is =D

So of cause there's the night life, I'm not really a night life kind of person so... I didn't go to the bar, thou I had a few drinks, but that's about it.

(The Bad)

Nothing is perfect, so there goes my trip, while I have nothing bad to say about Phuket (almost nothing, besides the f**ked up indian shop owner who scolds me). I do have bad occurrences at there, particularly with my friends, which sadly, is basically the main reason why I am making this post.

So basically I traveled with 3 of my good friends together, and yea, lets just name them A, B and C. So like what I wrote in "The Good", mention Phuket to people and everyone would think of all the fun, the activities that await.

I got to say that B & C really disappointed me greatly, first off, I did notify them that we will be playing water sports, go kart, and every other thing at there, and when we were there, B & C refuse to play because they think those things are expensive and thus back out, now that's turned off number 1.

Turned off number 2, instead of following us (me and A) to the go karts and places, they rather stay at the hotel and crack the same I-poke-your-ass-you-are-a-gay jokes or your-mother-is-blablabla insults or wa-that-chick-is-damn-hot-I-want-to-XXX comments, which to say the truth I'm getting sick with.

So on the next day after me and A were done with the activities, we decided to rest in the hotel for a day and when we proposed that to B & C, guess what's their respond? "don't want la stay in hotel like very waste time", turned off number 3.

Like hellllooo? what did you guys do yesterday? Didn't you guys 'waste time' too?

and that brings turned off number 4, they went shopping around the market, and when they were back they were like "hey check this out the uncle offered me this shirt for 800 baht but i managed to bargain till 400 baht, now that's what i called value for money", if it's just a one shot thing I'm totally fine with it, but this is what they did for the rest of the Phuket trip!

God dammit they travel there to only shop? Gosh I bet my female friends are better than that.

This leads to turned off number 5, for the rest of the day they keep trying to push the point that we "wasted money playing go kart and etc" and that "we bargained so much in the market", in conclusion, their idea was "you guys waste money while we saved, we seriously can't understand why you guys would spend so much money".

Turned off number 6, maybe it's just me, but I really don't get what's the point of saving money DURING an overseas trip and waste it away in Singapore, as the saying goes, save for the rainy days, you don't save during the rainy days do you? and now you guys ( B & C ) back out from the games just because you guys want to save money, sorry but I think it's seriously bullshit.

Turned off number 7, despite what I stated in (6), I actually do understand why people do save, but just like I am able to understand why you guys save, I really hope they could understand why we spent instead of just brushing us off as "wasting money", its not like we paid for the same thing as them but different price. and that between go kart and some fake jersey, you really can't find any connection between them can you?

Turned off number 8, probably the biggest turned off out of all, back to the point, I thought they were just desperate to save money, but in fact they were far more cheapskate than that, alright, so for the 3rd night, when they think they were really running out of money, they suggested to pay on our own meal, and on the 4th night, when they order so much more, they suggested to divide instead.

Turned off number 9, they went shopping (like again), and found a go kart that's 50 baht/min, which is cheaper than what we paid, they made so much effort to prove their point, if they did play then i got nothing to say, but the thing is they only went to check the price, which to me is really wtf.

Turned off number 10, and when I thought they were just being cheapskate, they are the truth ultimate showing of "money spoils friendship", okay so A and C actually paid a total of 7K deposit fee (A paid 3000 and C paid 4000), on the check out date itself, we realize that the hotel actually used some of the 7K cause of some charges, and that we didn't get back the expected return of 7K, and C, despite A having little cash, shouts "I want my fucking money back", which A has no choice but to comply, thus giving C all the money A has, C's reason for that? "I want to buy souvenir for my grandma", yea like A don't have to, and the fact that B & C have been practically shopping these few days make it more wtf than it already is.

(Truth Session)

This is kinda out of the blues but I do realize that there's a difference between... I should say old friends (sec sch and earlier) and new friends (poly and later) really treat me different.

Alright.. back when I was younger, my temper was really bad, I flared up on almost everything that irks me, I would burst and shout when something is going against my way.

But I have changed, over the years, I won't say I have the best anger management around but now I get angry when I really have to, and when I want to make a point I actually say it out.

My newer friends would be able to understand that, as in when I am angry or upset they will really consider what they did wrongly and when I made a point they will actually think about it.

This is totally different for my older friends, somehow I still feel that they have this prejudice that "whenever MD is upset, it must be his bad temper again" and whenever I raised my voice a bit to make a point, they will think "damn, look, this is MD for you"

Now this really saddens me quite a great deal because I really wish that my older friends could change the mindset, but the truth is even my best of friends from back then somehow still have this thought about me.

I don't know its a case of retribution but I think its really frustrating at times, I can't even show an inch of anger or discontentment infront of them for fear of being misunderstood.

Sometimes I really think that I am a bad person =\

2011-07-03T23:10:00.001+08:00

I AM BACK, gosh there's so many things I wanna say, but I'm tired, and there's NS tomorrow (life's a bitch ya know). So yea, I should head for bed, so, see you!

2011-06-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

CANT

WAIT!!

2011-06-27T22:58:00.001+08:00

Time and time again I would reminisce the feeling of kicking a soccer ball, kicking it to where I actually want it to be, sigh

2011-06-27T13:49:00.000+08:00

I've made up my mind, I'm gonna do bungee jump, just in case anything happens, I love all of you guys. Lol

2011-06-26T16:32:00.001+08:00

My 21st birthday is coming in a few days time, i know im supposed to be excited like most people do but im not, well im not actually bothered by the age issue but birthday (my own birthday) is not exactly something that will make me go high eh.

2011-06-21T22:22:00.002+08:00

I know its pretty.. awkward to say this but I have this strong feeling that something (bad) may happen to me in the overseas trip

2011-06-20T22:53:00.002+08:00

To me, things are simply, I understand that there are grey areas in life, but when it comes to an answer, its either yes/no.

To put it simply, I despise time waster, and time waster shall get no time spared from me, since its pretty pointless, isn't it?

2011-06-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

It's only a few days more but what the heck I can't wait for my phuket trip anymore!

Er.. just did a research on ankle surgery, and it doesn't look too good, as in that i probably will be immobile for at least 1 month, ahh.. i need all the mental support i can get =\

2011-06-07T22:17:00.002+08:00

每看一次哭一次，太感伤了。

“我以后，不要再这么笨就好了”

2011-06-07T21:15:00.002+08:00

Alright, so I called up Tiger Airway, asking for a flight change, and I was pretty amazed that it costs me $138 SGD to change the return trip (for a pair of ticket).

And whats more amazing than that? If I buy a pair of air tickets at Tiger Airway, from KL to Singapore, same timing as the one I wanted to change to, it costs only $88 SGD!

What logic =\

2011-06-06T23:03:00.001+08:00

assumptions assumptions assumptions, this world is full of it, too much of it and one becomes insensitive, reckless, a lack of it would make one over cautious, oh, this is a world full of irony, no?

2011-06-02T21:27:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE ULCERS!

It just keeps growing bigger and bigger and bigger!

I hope the ulcer gel i just bought works, its seriously killing me =(

best quote of the day;

me: "mama i bought this gel for mouth ulcer, heard from my friends it works well"

mama: "this gel... can put into mouth 1 not?"

O_O

my mum never fails to amuse me

2011-05-30T22:26:00.001+08:00

Not Me

2011-05-29T22:03:00.001+08:00

I've probably talked about it somewhere in my blog before, but today this quote suddenly flash in my mind again, i heard it when i was in an enrichment course (which certainly isnt very enlightening, duh!)

the quote is good thou;

"Life is like juggling two balls, one is a rubber ball, your career, one is a crystal ball, your loved ones, you juggle them simultaneously, but at times when you know you cant handle both and you have to drop one, drop the rubber ball, cause it will bounce back to you, the crystal ball? you may pick it up, but it will never be the same again"

So true, and good